and im done
longest. week. ever.
i think my meltdown last night was inevitable, whether i ended up getting into it with my parents or not. i am so emotionally drained that i cant even explain what happened to anyone. it takes a lot to really stress me out these days, i really am good at being optimistic and it got away from me this week.
well i am frickin over and done with it. i dont care if theres too much to do, or the store looks like crap, or kevin makes me feel like shit, or i feel like i dont know what the hell im doing, or i dont spend enough time at home, or i miss my friends, or i dont go to church, or the economy sucks...i dont care! i am too fucking young to be that worried all the time. i am a happy fucking person, goddammit!
ali called me this week and it totally made my day, it was so good to hear from her. even if it was just for a few minutes and she was sick, she still sounded upbeat and interested in how i was doing. i cant wait till she comes home, i miss my quality girl time. i have to run a twilight party on saturday and it wont be the same without her.
its supposed to snow tonight. i need a coat. and boots.
i think my meltdown last night was inevitable, whether i ended up getting into it with my parents or not. i am so emotionally drained that i cant even explain what happened to anyone. it takes a lot to really stress me out these days, i really am good at being optimistic and it got away from me this week.
well i am frickin over and done with it. i dont care if theres too much to do, or the store looks like crap, or kevin makes me feel like shit, or i feel like i dont know what the hell im doing, or i dont spend enough time at home, or i miss my friends, or i dont go to church, or the economy sucks...i dont care! i am too fucking young to be that worried all the time. i am a happy fucking person, goddammit!
ali called me this week and it totally made my day, it was so good to hear from her. even if it was just for a few minutes and she was sick, she still sounded upbeat and interested in how i was doing. i cant wait till she comes home, i miss my quality girl time. i have to run a twilight party on saturday and it wont be the same without her.
its supposed to snow tonight. i need a coat. and boots.