This and this and this and this and this is all just too much.

[snowcowgirl]

I just want to cry. Things are just too much. Everything keeps on piling on top of each other. And the more I have to do, the less things get done. I wish someone could come and clean my house for me and get my laundry up to date and everything so I can just feel like I have time and room to organise my thoughts and feelings about everything else

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[ayla22]

Hi Justine... I know how it feels to be overwhelmed. I'm feeling that too at the moment and I'm saddened because I feel so alone. I want to get a tattoo this afternoon and I can't find someone to accompany me =( I don't want to go alone, but the people close to me who I've asked can't make time to come... God I feel awful.

From one person who's hurting to another... I hope you find the strength you need to do everything you have to... keep loving your son.

[snowcowgirl]

If you know where you want to go to get your tattoo and..like, basically if everything is organised and I have to do no thinking, I'd be happy to accompany you on your tattoo-getting-trip, because I'm wanting to get a small tattoo myself and perhaps it would give me some knowledge on the whole process etc.
That and, you know, to keep you company and stuff.
Sorry I didn't reply to this comment earlier, I've only just seen it, so you might already have done it by now and stuff. Also I'd like to catch up on your journal because my friends page has been overtaken by all these random communities I've joined lately and I never see my actual friends posts anymore, silly me. But that will have to wait for tomorrow because I'm incredibly tired and need to go to bed.
Hope you are ok.

[ayla22]

Hi Justine =)
I didn't get the tattoo done on the days I said I would... on the day of the booking I ran out of time sorting out the design with the person who will ink me.
I'm getting it done at The Tatt Shop on James St in Northbridge, and I'd love for you to come along when I finally get needle put to skin =) ...The design just needs to be finalised and that responsibility lies with me.
Having spent these last several days on my own, I'm getting used to the idea of being alone. It's quiet at home, but in a good way because I can do what I like without needing to answer to anyone or having to meet any sort of expectations. Also, I haven't been back to work yet so I'm sort of whiling the time away doing some of the things I enjoy along with some things that I need to do.
Let me know if I can do anything to help you, okay?
I'll let you know when I finally make the appointment to do the inking...

[ayla22]

Oh, and I'm in Perth at the moment, by the way. Will leave the country again probably sometime late next week...

[snowcowgirl]

For good? Or will you be coming back to Perth after that?

[ayla22]

Nah, I'm definitely coming back. And I won't be leaving this week anymore; the date's been unofficially pushed to Dec 20. Makes more sense for me to leave then and to be in HK for Christmas rather than going there and coming back before the Xmas break.

[snowcowgirl]

Ok. I'll start thinking of my own tat. Let's get it done together.