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sometimes i feel artistic. it's odd. it might be another ocd thing, but i can't possibly make myself write with capitals when i'm in these kind of moods. i know its awkward but lower case i's are my favorite letters, and lower case a's. i think e.e. cummings had to be the most amazing romantic in the world, and i make that assumption through reading his poems. they are just so amazing. the past 3 weeks or so i just can't seem to take jack's mannequin off of my ipod playlist. it's really all i've been listening to lately and i can't even fall asleep with out playing it. i think it might of made my day reading meghan's journal when she commented with all of her favorite songs, which happen to be all my favorite ones too! :) i have to tell you meghan that i always dance and sing along with your aim sign off song, and i always forget it's yours untill i glance down lol. thank you for making random, 10 seconds, wonderful. my sunburn itches really bad and i can't remember if tonight is game night with the moore family but i'm looking forward to it because my family had never been one to get together and it was always something i wanted; since my family is now just my mom and i, we were taken under the wing of dustin moores family, his grandma was like my mom's mom and her mom died. but anyways! i'm really looking forward to it, but if it is, which i think it might be, i have to go take a shower, and i'm scared. i am so burnt and i hate showers with sunburns. things have been looking up for me lately, which reminds me that i need to take my medicine RIGHT NOW, k. it's funny because whenever i take my pill's i sing the song from the matrix in my head, and some times aloud. it's like a re-mix song or what not it goes "take the blue pill, take the blue pill" it's this remix/techno song and because both the pills i normally take are blue, i always sing "take the blue pill, take the other blue pill, snort the blue stuff" (my nasel spray's cap is blue) :D hahah, i don't know why i am sharing this but i don't care, someone out there might think it's funny. today in psyche it was enjoyable. i laughed at a lot of things. i'm watching montel because i like my afterschool shows and it's all about sex and romantic crap which for some reason makes me feel dirty for watching. even though i'm not a virgin, i'm feeling nervous and uncomfortable. and i'm home alone... ugh. lol. i just can't wait till opra. this show right now has made me sad. i remember getting a body massage with baby oil once. it brings a smile to my face just because it was the first contact we really ever had, and not because of anything besides the fact it's a nice memory. ew now the show is about to teach pole dancing and i'm turning it, because i don't care to watch anymore. i thought that i would have more to update about but i guess i don't. at least i made a post.