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summers almost over, but it was all fun, Cnada was the shit, costa rica was fun, france was....interesting
only 11 days till school starts and im enjoying with the one and only...marin, were having soon good times, with um lets see, mary popins, the POlice, the umbrella, the midgets, nights in the city, annyoing same named people lol, and black leather mental poblems. its all good. i talked to gabe today and it was really weird, i was really happy and scared at the same time, but it was almost a closure conversation, it was nice.
the one thing that it tortuing is being pulles and pushed around by this one person that i cant get enough of. he cries to me, but also keeps me waiting hours upon hours and i dont no how much ill b able to deal with much longer. im trying to stay strong and keep my feet of the ground beacuse i want it to work, but i cant if he dosint have time, i need and think i deserve better, but the question is will i ever find it, maybe now or later, but i hope it come soon, whoever and what it is, so i breathe easi at night and find me a reason.
only 11 days till school starts and im enjoying with the one and only...marin, were having soon good times, with um lets see, mary popins, the POlice, the umbrella, the midgets, nights in the city, annyoing same named people lol, and black leather mental poblems. its all good. i talked to gabe today and it was really weird, i was really happy and scared at the same time, but it was almost a closure conversation, it was nice.
the one thing that it tortuing is being pulles and pushed around by this one person that i cant get enough of. he cries to me, but also keeps me waiting hours upon hours and i dont no how much ill b able to deal with much longer. im trying to stay strong and keep my feet of the ground beacuse i want it to work, but i cant if he dosint have time, i need and think i deserve better, but the question is will i ever find it, maybe now or later, but i hope it come soon, whoever and what it is, so i breathe easi at night and find me a reason.