Today has possibly been the most emotionally draining day of my life

[snow_x_white]

ok so ya that's a lie and we all know it
but from the second I woke up at 6 fucking 30
the emotional draining started in

but hey
it's the end of the day
(literally it's almost midnight)
and I'm pretty ok
I'm smiling and doing just fine.
*snaps for me*
not just me
other people
they know:)
they're reading

which I now know.

So wow the emotional train of today
a slight up in the morning at practice
then a down because of Amy... :(
then it went a bit down
then it got kind of weird during the dance
idk what it was
like... curious, melancholy.
unsure.
then it went soo down from there
then it shot up
then it went to normal
then it went to just above normal to where i can't help but smile
so that's where i'm at now

I judge people way to much

but isn't it normal to judge according to past experiences?

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Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before...
Hurt, myself again today
And the worst part is there's no-one else to blame...

Be my friend, hold me
Wrap me up, un-fold me
I am small, I need you
Warm me up, and breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I have nowhere to be found,
Yeh I'll think about my break
Ow I've lost myself, ow, I will, I'll say

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