In other words...

[snow_x_white]

The only time you EVER call me
is when you need something from me.
So THAT'S what friendship is all about
you make it out like you know what's right for me.
You have NO clue at all.
I can make my own decisions now.
thankyou.
I don't want another call
I don't want to hang out
any plans previously made mean shit to me now.
I realize things
that I'm lucky to realize
you took advantage of the position I was PUT in.
Yes I needed you both.
but now I see your just doing more harm then good
which is definitly different then what I thought.

Soooo lets try to stick up for ourselves now
"YOU were the one who stopped calling me"
"I never really did"
"what"
"nothing"
meh let's look at the call list
all my calls this summer seem to be mainly from you.
or your other half.
"You don't really care about a lot of things"
"I do care I just think people know and I don't have to say"
"You only say anything EVER online"
"meh"

meh yourself
I'm so sick of trying so hard...
it shouldn't be this hard.

Thanks for the good times
but the recent just seem to be bad.
I'm so lucky school is starting.

so this is the end of it
you told me you'd never let me down
you said so many people had and you didn't want to
you were there for me
but I guess it was just for the time you could deal with me right?
recently we only hang out when you need something from me.

yet again I'm left in the dark
feeling so very very alone...
by the people I least expected it from...