Dec 05, 2017 21:19
Wow, it's definitely been awhile since I've come back on here to write.. more than 3 years...
My husband is now retired from the military and we've moved back home ( my home ). It's not what I expected. Other than my parents and siblings, none of my extended family cares that I live out here. My aunt is my youngest sons bus driver and she barely even waves!! Its such BS...I've been gone for over 15 years and this is the welcome home that I get. I've been here 6 months now and its complete CRAP.
I work up north for a planner company. Ive tried so hard to become friends with the owner and her design team It's such a freakin joke. I make her stuff all the time..bring her gifts and yet I think I've received a Starbucks gift card once for pulling lots of hours during a big sale weekend. But her design team gets freakin gifts from her all the time. Let's just call this design team girl, A. A is a total biznatch. She acts like she's better than everyone else online. I will make posts in the group of my layouts and such and A will give the cold shoulder like she's the only one that has good ideas. My boss, who we will call D, thinks the world of A..theyre supposedly great friends...It took at least 3 months to get D to talk to me more than small talk. I'm tired of trying to get people to be my friend. I'm so alone out here...which is odd because my family lives here...but other than my little family, parents, and siblings, you wouldn't know that I did with the way that they're all giving me the silent treatment. I want to be mad at my family, A and D...but I guess I just have to realize that you cant force people to like you or want to be around you. if they care enough, they would make the effort. So I'm going to just sit back and take the lonely road.