passing time...
Is it natural to feel dark spirits coming back from the depths?... Even after a cleansing or removal of them?. Its strange, I remember back to a trip to Orlando when I met a cleanser who was supposed to wipe the dark energy from my body. Or perhaps just from 1 arm. So much time has passed and in this short period. It seems the energy is returning. I don't remember if I ever posted the story of how this came to pass, but I'm sure one day I might have too. Its not very distinct though. It happens through pieces of time. Its like a heart beat which was gone but is just barely hanging on by the smallest threads. Every day now I feel the energy returning. Whether it be for the good or the bad, I cannot fear it. I await in anticipation to either seek out this cleanser of darkness. Funny thing is, I do not fear it. I just await. I know everyone has there darker side, and sometimes it bleeds through more then others. I'm just not sure of how to picture my own. I will write more about it at a later time. I just feel that something is not sitting right on my shoulders and this great shadow that lingers is dangerous. Perhaps I should run, but in all honesty where too? There's no where else to run, I guess I should face this dark and evil face I've concealed for so many years. Possibly see where it will take me or what it will do to me. I do know however, tonight if it becomes possible, I will face it in my dreams and see what really comes out. I've always believed in my dreams highly. I've always had premonitions from my dreams. I guess my soul has been preparing me for something. I just do not know to what I must be ready for.