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Well, just when i get things sorted out amongst my friends and peoples obsessions with my girlfriend, more shit happens...
This morning, Milford Hospital called my house looking for my mom. They told her she had better come to the hospital quickly. My memere was in critical condition and they were trying a new medicine for her. Apparently, the medicne began to take effect and she was starting to settle down a bit. But they then said they dont know how much more her heart can take. Which crushed my heart. My grandmother has always been there for me. She played a huge part in my childhood and helped me through life. So this, i would imagine, would tell you that i am very close to my grandmother. And if she does get called back to God, then i will have to accept it. She has lived a very happy life, and is married to a wonderful man. She has always been a happy go lucky kind of person and never has a bad thing to say about anyone. I will probably take this fairly hard. Its like losing a second mother. If i ever needed somewhere to go when i was upset, she was just far enough away to walk to and shoot some steam on the way there, so that when i got there, i could have someone to talk to about it and she would share some stories with me about similar situations. It is really hard to know that someone who has been a part of your life for 17 years will just be gone and you wont ever be able to talk to them again...It makes me want to cry just on the thought of it....
But all i want is for her to be able to make it through to spend one last christmas with her family..and what i want for christmas? i want all the money that my parents would have spent on me, i want them to put it towards memers cause...she needs the help more than i do...i love you memere, i hope you pull through this okay and live to be over 100 and the healthiest woman alive. You are too needed in this family and it is too soon to lose hope now. We all love you memere and we all want you to get better and to come home..
This morning, Milford Hospital called my house looking for my mom. They told her she had better come to the hospital quickly. My memere was in critical condition and they were trying a new medicine for her. Apparently, the medicne began to take effect and she was starting to settle down a bit. But they then said they dont know how much more her heart can take. Which crushed my heart. My grandmother has always been there for me. She played a huge part in my childhood and helped me through life. So this, i would imagine, would tell you that i am very close to my grandmother. And if she does get called back to God, then i will have to accept it. She has lived a very happy life, and is married to a wonderful man. She has always been a happy go lucky kind of person and never has a bad thing to say about anyone. I will probably take this fairly hard. Its like losing a second mother. If i ever needed somewhere to go when i was upset, she was just far enough away to walk to and shoot some steam on the way there, so that when i got there, i could have someone to talk to about it and she would share some stories with me about similar situations. It is really hard to know that someone who has been a part of your life for 17 years will just be gone and you wont ever be able to talk to them again...It makes me want to cry just on the thought of it....
But all i want is for her to be able to make it through to spend one last christmas with her family..and what i want for christmas? i want all the money that my parents would have spent on me, i want them to put it towards memers cause...she needs the help more than i do...i love you memere, i hope you pull through this okay and live to be over 100 and the healthiest woman alive. You are too needed in this family and it is too soon to lose hope now. We all love you memere and we all want you to get better and to come home..