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[sniper2154]

Im waiting for this day to get worse...I woke up later than i wanted to and saw that my parents werent home. Sure, thats not bad. But then i remembered that Dan was supposed to make plans with me today, so i gave his house a call, hes out with friends. Way to remember your ideas, dan, but hey cant blame you, youre only in pennsylvania for half the year, not like you dont get to chill with your best friend everyday. But anyway, then i get a call...From Beaumont. My grandmother was rushed to the hospital because she had a spell and the nurse people couldnt get her blood pressure so they rushed her back to milford. At this rate shes never gonna make it home...and i feel even worse because i didnt get to go see her last night when i was supposed to and by the time i got home, i couldnt call because it was too late. I feel horrible...and to top it off, im having a lot of second thoughts on a lot of things and i feel like a jerk for not dropping something from the past...why does the bad stuff always happen on days that were supposed to be good? And to top that off, another soldier in Ar Ramandi (Where my brother is) was shot last night because someone was dicking around with their gun when they shouldnt have been. Way to go dumb ass. AND, yesterday, my cousin was feeling a little faint, so they called an ambulance for her. (Shes the one who had the stroke a few months ago). And the ambulance people decided that there was nothing that the hospital could do and the reason she was feeling faint was because she hadnt eaten anything all day and since the nigt before.

I know im not a very religeous man, but now i think would be a time for prayer if there was a god...If anyone wants to make me feel better, keep the ones in need in mind and prayer...My grandmother in the hospital, my cousin Kelly who had a stroke at 30, and my brother Jeff, who is in Iraq protecting this country. Thanks a lot people, anyone who prays for them is a true friend.......