The real little women
I have come to the conclusion that the things I truly want for my life are the things that I will never be able to have or achieve. Those things are the things that mean the most to me, the things that can bring me peace! I did not have a normal childhood and when I think about it its not like I’m remembering my life its like I’m watching a movie, the kind of movie that makes you so mad at the characters that you cant hardly continue watching. Every time I start to watch that movie with the family of four little girls who live on a farm in the middle of friggen no were, I start to die a little bit inside. I think about how unfair it was that those girls had to grow up like that and how none of them were given a good start to life! I think about how the older daughter had grown up and how she was now, Tiffany was now almost 20 and had been through some stuff that most people only hear about from friends. But those things didn’t make her stronger, but it was totally different, the things she had been through had made her into a person that could not be taken by anyone. She is now a very proud soul and is very sure of the rest of her life and has no second thoughts about what she is doing in life now...but me, being the movie watching, can foreshadow that the 20 year old character can not! Tiffany was the character who most people would view as a somewhat villain or maybe just a person who not only didn’t know life but also didn’t now herself at all. She was the person in the movie that just didn’t make since and that made you made and almost bubbly with misguided anger. After Tiffany is the middle daughter, Christina, the "joy" of her parents life! I’m not just saying that because in this movie the Christina character is myself, I’m saying that because that’s what my parents say! This 17 year old girl is the one who is so different from the other three girls that she does not even truly know who they are, they are like strangers to her and every time she thinks she understand the way they are they prove her wrong. Christina is a very strong willed person who knows what she wants in her life and also knows that she will never get it. She always said that the only thing that keeps her going is the dreams that she falls into at night and the imagination that never stops keeping her spirit high and happy. Christina is the character in the movie that is nice but can blow up into a full out tornado and can destroy a whole town in just a few minutes. This character is the person who never can make choice that will impact her life without thinking of others and when the time comes that she makes those choices she always does the thing that will make everyone but her happy. This is why people can either feel for her or just sit back and think about the way their life is and how this girl was living hers. Bethany, who is the 13 year old, is a very, very different person. Bethany is the character in the movie that is lost in life and that everyone cant stand but in there own little way they can relate to. She was out in her own world...well it was more like a world made up of everybody else’s personalities and life’s. She had no real path in the world, she would be any stereotype at school just as long as people would be her friend and she would get into the worst sorts of trouble and refuse to let anyone help her. This is the character in the movie that does things that make the movie watchers throw popcorn at the screen and yell things like "why the hell would you do that?" Now, the last daughter in the movie is Rebekah, she is the one that everyone worries about. Rebekah is better known as boo, the little princess who has everyone in her life whipped, with a few exceptions. Boo is an artist...but not one that can think on her own...she always seemed to copy the ideas and thoughts of people around her but change them in the smallest matter so that it would appear to be her ideas. Boo was a very angry person who didn’t understand life and didn’t care why her life what the way it was...all she wanted was what she wanted and nothing but that would do. So, these four girls are the painful movie that is the history of the real little women.