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nothing is fucking going right for me right now...
nothing.. absolutely nothing, and im not eggagerating.. there's nothing good in my life, nothing to look forward to... its all falling apart...
i even got semi-excited cuz i got sent this letter for a scholarship cuz of an award mrs. frank nominated me for... then wilson tells me its a fuckin scam..
once again i find myself at the bottom of a pile of shit that is my life and nothing to dig my out with..
but honestly whats new? it always ends up this way.. things go good for approximately a week, then the shit hits the fan and im right back where i was before. only this time im lower, im deeper, its harder to breathe, and i dont even know if the surface im looking for is real
nothing.. absolutely nothing, and im not eggagerating.. there's nothing good in my life, nothing to look forward to... its all falling apart...
i even got semi-excited cuz i got sent this letter for a scholarship cuz of an award mrs. frank nominated me for... then wilson tells me its a fuckin scam..
once again i find myself at the bottom of a pile of shit that is my life and nothing to dig my out with..
but honestly whats new? it always ends up this way.. things go good for approximately a week, then the shit hits the fan and im right back where i was before. only this time im lower, im deeper, its harder to breathe, and i dont even know if the surface im looking for is real