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i am everything i never wanted to be now.
you dont know what it is like... no one will ever know what it is like.
Im alone... in everything... every night i sit alone in this station... i read peoples away messages, they are all out... visiting... drinking... being with friends... but im here... im stuck in here... alone. is it hard for someone to make an effor to visit. or talk? have i done something wrong? how come im the one who has to drive around, picking people up, kissing their feet.
i thought i had friends up here... its all a fucking joke
i feel rotten inside, i feel like every bit of me is hollow... i feel scared and broken. i feel like.. like i cant even describe.
everything feels like it is falling apart and i have no way to stop it...
you dont know what it is like... no one will ever know what it is like.
Im alone... in everything... every night i sit alone in this station... i read peoples away messages, they are all out... visiting... drinking... being with friends... but im here... im stuck in here... alone. is it hard for someone to make an effor to visit. or talk? have i done something wrong? how come im the one who has to drive around, picking people up, kissing their feet.
i thought i had friends up here... its all a fucking joke
i feel rotten inside, i feel like every bit of me is hollow... i feel scared and broken. i feel like.. like i cant even describe.
everything feels like it is falling apart and i have no way to stop it...