Feb 10, 2006 13:21
My God! Through an extraordinarily bizarre dream, ongoing feelings, and hopeful projections of a future together I cant shake this girl. I am in love with two women and feel like I may be cheating Lindsay. The "other girl" and I are NOT intimate at all because I do have some restraint and wouldnt do that to Lindsay with someone I love. Rhia is something totally different...she's just a friend with benefits and no desire to get any closer. So here I am struggling to contain my emotions. Perhaps I'm destined to be a polygamist. JUST A JOKE! Lindsay and I leave for Cabo two weeks from Monday and hopefully that will rope me back in and force me to think about her and only her.
20% - Stay in Colorado for a couple years.
30% - Move back to East Lansing within six months.
50% - Move to Grand Rapids to be with family within six months.