Title: Tangled Limbs [1/?]
Rating: PG, overall R
Fandom: 2PM
Pairing: Jaebum/Taekyeon, Chansung/Nichkhun, Chansung/Jaebum
Word Count: 697 =\
Summary: Jaebum and Chansung have a secret.
Notes: We'll see how this goes, shall we?
Tangled Limbs
the first time
The feeling is different. The way he has to bend down to kiss him, the way his hands are unsure as they roam the older man’s body, the way he ...
At first, Chansung had been reluctant. This is wrong, he thought the first time it happened. The first time? The first time had been before everyone else came into the picture. The first time had been the first time ever. The first time had been before ...
It goes like this.
Chansung gets pushed up against a wall. His eyes are half opened, his body acts before his mind thinks and suddenly he’s kissing back. Tongue and teeth ¬- intense, his hands reaching up to his hyung’s neck, pulling him closer, spreading his legs open so he fits in between. Jaebum’s hand is underneath his shirt, fingernails scraping against his stomach. Chansung has his fingers hooked in the waistband of his pants, his morals dancing with sobriety before finally being sucked into a hole when Jaebum moans lowly in his throat.
*
Jaebum showers first in the mornings. He’ll wake up at 4AM if he has to, as long as he’s the first to shower. Taekyeon knows this, which is why sometimes he’ll wake up a little after Jaebum does to ‘surprise’ him.
It’s on this morning that Taekyeon finds out for the first time that Jaebum is cheating on him.
*
Nichkhun clenches his teeth, his fists - his eyes. He feels the world spinning out of control, feels the ground beneath his feet shaking. No, he thinks to himself, no - Chansung would never...
He opens his eyes, looking straight ahead at the wall before him. Yet, all he can see is Chansung’s head bent down, eyes closed, kissing his best friend.
*
Jaebum can’t wrap his head around it. In the mornings during his showers, he scrubs at his skin so hard so hard because it’s all just ... so wrong. Yet, he can’t seem to forget the way Chansung lips still felt the same after so many years.
There have been plenty of times where he wants to step back, push Chansung away because ...
*
Taekyeon has no words, so he stays silent - shuts up, keeps the rest of the world out of his own little one. So when Jaebum corners him in their room later that night, Taekyeon wants to leave but finds that he’s paralyzed from the waist down. Jaebum pushes him onto the bed and Taekyeon falls back, unwillingly but can’t -
“Taek? Are you okay?” Jaebum speaks in English because it’s familiar - just like Taekyeon. Familiar like -
It goes like this.
Taekyeon speaks English. Jaebum speaks English. Taekyeon is from America. Jaebum is from America. Taekyeon smiles like the moon, teeth white, eyes half crescent and Jaebum finds that his heart stops beating for a minute and then Taekyeon speaks. Low voice, words that make Jaebum die of laughter, words that have him squirming, words that make him melt.
“I’m fine,” Taekyeon mumbles, curls up into a ball and turns away from Jaebum.
Jaebum narrows his eyes. “Stop acting like a fucking girl and just tell me what’s up!”
Taekyeon feels the blood rush to his ears, feels the heat rise in his cheeks and the anger swell in his chest. He sits up and glares at Jaebum, causing the other boy to narrow his eyes even further.
“I said I’m fucking fine!”
“No you’re not! Listen, just tell me what-”
“Fuck you!”
Taekyeon gets up and leaves, slamming the door behind him.
Jaebum takes deep breaths and disregards the voice in his head telling him that Taekyeon knows.
*
Nichkhun shoves the truth into the back of head, pretends that it doesn’t exist and smiles at Chansung affectionately. He kisses his boyfriend on the cheek who frowns, but pulls him closer to him.
“Chansung-ah,” he says, his voice hesitant though Chansung doesn’t notice, “is there ... anything you want to tell me?”
Chansung furrows his eyebrows, shaking his head. “Nope. Nothing. Why?”
Nichkhun tries to smile. “No reason.”
Chansung’s grip on Nichkhun tightens his heart beating fast though he can’t seem to understand why.
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