You took crazy-ass hard classes. A lot of people fail out of school, if you even do. At least you're trying, that's more than you can say for half of the population. If you fail out, you wouldn't be the first person. I probably would've if I went to Stonybrook, but I opted for 13th grade. I dunno, just don't beat yourself up too much.
And you'd better call me slut, because me calling you ain't working out. I miss you.
awww i miss you too. and no you wouldn't fail out if you came here, you're great at guessing and bsing (oh shit i rhymed :P). yo i wasnt really that sad when i wrote this, i was like hopeless sorta, like not sad or happy. im scared to get my hopes up, that's all . like i dont want it to hit me by surprise if i fail. i know that you know exactly what i mean lol. yo right now, the mood im in, im like, all motivated to change everything. like i made this study plan.. i dont even know, all i know is i gotta do good.
how's your classes going?
ill try to call you soon (every time i say that, it doesn't happen lol) ill really try this time though
Since I stabbed myself in the eye, I missed a lot of classes. I wrote them all e-mails telling them what happened. Hopefully they'll think it's funny and not hate me.
Michelle! You can't fail out, because we need you on C1. It just wouldn't be the same without you, you know? So it's settled, you're staying. Think about what I said today. You can do the work. You are smart enough. Just focus on your own stuff for a while. -Alex
yeah, i decided to go to the math learning center to help me in calc 4. i made this plan that i'll try to go every day or at least every other day from now on, but i'll try out different people to get help from and stuff. yeah my plan is a really undeveloped plan but uh... yeah, it better work.
btw, thanks for saying what you did. it means a lot :D thanks for having confidence in me when i cant have it in myself :)
I hate it when things suck. They suck a lot lately, don't they? :\ Meanwhile, it is the things that suck, and not you. But you are "good for" a lot - it's who you are, and not the things you do, that make people love you (a lesson I've been trying to learn my whole life, nevertheless, it's true).
In summary, I heart you. Next time you need to cry, invite me and we can see who's louder. ;D
i never seen you cry hard, i cant imagine being as loud as when vahaub tickles you lol. if we ever do cry hard together, sorry if i think back to this and laugh :D
i love you alli, especially after yesterday "its the blood of life" hahahahaha that was so funny
In the grand scheme of things, a semester (or a few) won't matter. Cry as much as you need to because all that is better out than in. You're going to be just fine and whatever is difficult right now, will end eventually and turn into something positive. And things going wrong doesn't devalue who you are, :)
In other words, don't worry and this too shall pass. That's really hard to follow, and easy to say, so do whatever you can and don't worry about "expectations."
awwww youre the only who talked as if i was gonna fail. lol i dont mean that in a bad way. i like it that you did, it kinda makes me see the future positive, no matter what happens. if i fail ill cry probably like when i first find out and to my family. thats basically all i care about though, like what my family's gonna say. i feels like i always disappoint them. but whatever happens, happens. and that doesn't mean im not gonna try to change what could happen. ill definitely try :)
oh yeah, thanks for the postcard! we were like standing in the lobby and nef was bored and decided to open his mailbox. he was like "oh shit i actually have mail" and we saw your letter lol. you gotta come back here soon :)
Don't worry about the Calc test, I'm sure there will be a rediculous curve, I didn't have a clue what was going on on the test, I kind of just stared at the questions blankly, I didn't understand what they were asking, and when I did, I still didn't know how to do them. I'm sure everyone felt that way. We'll study like hell for the final. Cheer up. :) And keep working for the rest of your classes, I'm sure it won't be as bad as you think it is. I love ya and don't worry about the test until you get the grade and the curve.
yeah you're right. even still i'll probably get a D like last time. but yeah, i decided to go to the math learning center (see above, lol) and find a decent TA that can make me understand. i really wish Doug's teacher taught us :_( whatever, we'll get through this :) im starting from the beginning of the book tomorrow so i can learn everything thoroughly and be caught up to the class. yayy motivation
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And you'd better call me slut, because me calling you ain't working out. I miss you.
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how's your classes going?
ill try to call you soon (every time i say that, it doesn't happen lol) ill really try this time though
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Think about what I said today. You can do the work. You are smart enough. Just focus on your own stuff for a while.
-Alex
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btw, thanks for saying what you did. it means a lot :D thanks for having confidence in me when i cant have it in myself :)
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In summary, I heart you. Next time you need to cry, invite me and we can see who's louder. ;D
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i never seen you cry hard, i cant imagine being as loud as when vahaub tickles you lol. if we ever do cry hard together, sorry if i think back to this and laugh :D
i love you alli, especially after yesterday "its the blood of life" hahahahaha that was so funny
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In other words, don't worry and this too shall pass. That's really hard to follow, and easy to say, so do whatever you can and don't worry about "expectations."
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oh yeah, thanks for the postcard! we were like standing in the lobby and nef was bored and decided to open his mailbox. he was like "oh shit i actually have mail" and we saw your letter lol. you gotta come back here soon :)
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