Nov 16, 2005 23:18
everything is falling apart
i thought i was gonna do really good this semester
turns out im not and ill probably fail out of school
i cried the other day
i was at an orchestra and i just started crying
i guess because i always wanted to be in an orchestra but i have no money and probably never will
so ill never be in one
everything i want to do, i cant.
my mom would be so not proud of me
i wanted to do good in school, and im really trying and harder than i ever had to before
but i cant do good
or should i say 'well'?
even my grammer is incorrect
what the hell am i good for?
i suck.