I like food, food is good, I like food, food is good!

Feb 18, 2004 13:51

Ahh... So school has been keeping me busy. It is interesting to be back into the routine of classes here at UNH, rather than in New Zealand. I am doing well though. Its always nice to get A's back after putting hours on end of effort into it. So far I have gotten back 8 grades... 7 of which are Straight A's and one of which is a B. That B stands out too much for me! LoL... even though its only a homework assignment and it only counts for .5% of my grade, it still bothers me. The next homework assignment in that class is getting its ass kicked!

I am very focused this semester because I have one thing pulling the strings of my brain... LAW SCHOOL! I know that I will have fierce competition to get in and I am going to have to perform superiorly this semester... which is why I have been so busy. I enjoy it, even though I am busy. It makes me feel good to be using my time on something worthwhile and substantial. In high school I was always so distracted by friends that I could never get anything done. I have always cared so much more about other people than about myself, that I would devote ALL of my time to everyone... and since I know a lot of people... that left very little time to myself. Now I realize that no one can make my dreams come true for me, and I have to invest in them to make them happen. That is why although I still care about and want to be around my friends, it is important for me to focus on my work and get everything accomplished. I cant play miss fix it for everything or miss ok ill hang out whenever you want instead of getting my things done... its Miss Yes I want to see you too but it cant be until I have the time after I finish doing what I have to do and keeping myself healthy. hahahahaha

It feels really good to focus on myself for a change. Its unbelievably refreshing. Ahh...
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