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I have a story that I want to write that's torturing me...it would be the darkest, vilest story I've ever written, but I know it's the catharsis I need, that writing it will help me work through a lot of problems that are on my mind right now. You writers know how therapeutic writing can be, even if it's just a journal entry (or perhaps, especially if it's a journal entry). Christ, are there things that I can only work through with writing!
Strange, how my writing has become progressively darker over the past few years--full of death and shattered dreams. Strange how I seem as happy-go-lucky as ever at work. Strange, too, that I talk to my coworkers more than I talk to any of my close friends, even the ones I say I'd lay on railroad tracks for. Some of them have accused me of being a bad friend, and by God, I can see what they mean. Christ, it's hard talking to people sometimes...sometimes, it's harder the closer they are to you. I know some of you understand.
I leave you, to deal with the inevitable hangover tomorrow.
Love, TWIMC,
John
Strange, how my writing has become progressively darker over the past few years--full of death and shattered dreams. Strange how I seem as happy-go-lucky as ever at work. Strange, too, that I talk to my coworkers more than I talk to any of my close friends, even the ones I say I'd lay on railroad tracks for. Some of them have accused me of being a bad friend, and by God, I can see what they mean. Christ, it's hard talking to people sometimes...sometimes, it's harder the closer they are to you. I know some of you understand.
I leave you, to deal with the inevitable hangover tomorrow.
Love, TWIMC,
John