what will be, will Be.
woo. today was so exciting..not. im kind of annoyed. i worked pretty hard i'd say on my paper for history on a controversial issue..yet..i look at my grade..and its only a 78. i know thats not real bad, and if it were math or chem, id be like WOHOO! but..its history. thats supposed to be my good subject. it also brought my average down..friggin stupid. lashway was giving out grades..i didnt even ask haha. kelsey {my best friend who i adore yet someone i cant help but despise} has a 95 average. a 95!!! thats 5 away from 100. thats like..perfect. im sure she'll like me posting this {sry kels, but i have to show my mental anguish, and i <3 u so much and u deserve it cuz u try hard,and i dont because..i dont have los brainos}
ah, how comparing yourself to others accomplishes nothing.
yet, how i do it almost every second of my life.
i just saw bush on tv..he looked all sad and serious. i like to see people happy. it must suck being president, though. if someone dies..even if your glad..you have to pretend to have remorse. i know im kind of awful by saying that, but im just being real. i know that if some person in charge of another country who was actually detrimental and stuff and i didnt like him..it would be hard/weird to say something like, "he was a good man, and we are sorry for his families loss."
lasagna tonight. i had school lasagna but the REAL kind is def. better.
ah, how comparing yourself to others accomplishes nothing.
yet, how i do it almost every second of my life.
i just saw bush on tv..he looked all sad and serious. i like to see people happy. it must suck being president, though. if someone dies..even if your glad..you have to pretend to have remorse. i know im kind of awful by saying that, but im just being real. i know that if some person in charge of another country who was actually detrimental and stuff and i didnt like him..it would be hard/weird to say something like, "he was a good man, and we are sorry for his families loss."
lasagna tonight. i had school lasagna but the REAL kind is def. better.