haters

[smurfgrrrl]

u ever get tired of taking other ppls shit n just swallowing it, not bitching, not complaining, just fucking ur pride and putting that fake ass grin on ur face? it gets soo exhausting. i used to get shit for having such a big mouth, but now im still getting it for keeping my fucking mouth shut. is nething i do right? why cant everyone just leave me out of everything?! i seriously would like it, why bring my name up, or even think about what i could have done better. just let me sit back, chill n drink my fucking beer in peace like everyone else! i sometimes think my life without neone would be too perfect, no problems, no drama, no shit.but im too much of a pussy to fly solo n need my crew. and for that i guess this is the price i pay...my fucking dignity!

this is me giving one of those fake ass grins and a big FUCK U to the world



time will fix everything i know but till then let me bitch!

marisa