uh oh. sarah's hormonal. take cover.
-i hate the fact that ive let my grades fall so low
-i hate the fact that i feel that my amount of friends has dropped to about .002 people
-i hate the fact that even though i was really looking forward to summer, i now realize that i am going to be utterly bored and depressed
-i hate the fact that i wasted 10 months on him
-i'm annoyed that dave didnt give me a full time job.
-i hate the fact that some sophomore, who has never worked at PA camp DID get hired full time in my place. am i really that bad of a councelor?
-i hate how pathetic ive let myself get. ive totally let my guard down...a while ago i would have defined myself as a very emotionally and mentally strong woman, but lately that isnt true.
-i hate the fact that ive gained 20 lbs over this winter
-i hate how tomorrow is my birthday, and i have a feeling im just going to stay at home all day bored with no one to talk to, and i wont get the one present i want: something to make me optimistic. i dont want money. i dont want anything of material value. just something to make this summer seem less abysmal.
-im annoyed that my uncle joel has not called back yet. i cant drive my car until he puts me on his insurance.
-im afraid to drive alone still. not only do i think im not that great of a driver, i also know im gonna get hopelessly lost.
-i hate feeling like ive lost all sex appeal
-i wish i had seen what i have been doing wrong lately...because some things are definitely biting me in the ass
-i hate irony.
-i hate when my dad projects on me.
-i hate that my dad doesnt have a job right now. not because of the money, but because of how emotional he gets, and that look my mom gets on her face that ive known all too well all throughout childhood.
-i hate being so fucking paranoid.
-i hate being humiliated.
-i hate worrying about college.
-im scared to see my report card. if i get a D in math i will axe mr. feleay through the chest.
-i hate most of my carrillo group of friends. they are so incredibly immature and obnoxious. they act the same as they have since middle school. i cant believe some of them are almost 18, and will be able to vote. their stupidity amazes me.
-im sad kristen's leaving for ballet academy for 5 weeks in orlando.
*whew*! sorry guys. im in one of those PMSsy hormonal modes where i just bitch and rant and whine about everything, and then cry and wonder why im crying and then start laughing at myself. least now i know what its like to be pregnant. i know im being ridiculous and annoying....but its just one of those things where if you dont get it off your chest you'll explode.
-i hate the fact that i feel that my amount of friends has dropped to about .002 people
-i hate the fact that even though i was really looking forward to summer, i now realize that i am going to be utterly bored and depressed
-i hate the fact that i wasted 10 months on him
-i'm annoyed that dave didnt give me a full time job.
-i hate the fact that some sophomore, who has never worked at PA camp DID get hired full time in my place. am i really that bad of a councelor?
-i hate how pathetic ive let myself get. ive totally let my guard down...a while ago i would have defined myself as a very emotionally and mentally strong woman, but lately that isnt true.
-i hate the fact that ive gained 20 lbs over this winter
-i hate how tomorrow is my birthday, and i have a feeling im just going to stay at home all day bored with no one to talk to, and i wont get the one present i want: something to make me optimistic. i dont want money. i dont want anything of material value. just something to make this summer seem less abysmal.
-im annoyed that my uncle joel has not called back yet. i cant drive my car until he puts me on his insurance.
-im afraid to drive alone still. not only do i think im not that great of a driver, i also know im gonna get hopelessly lost.
-i hate feeling like ive lost all sex appeal
-i wish i had seen what i have been doing wrong lately...because some things are definitely biting me in the ass
-i hate irony.
-i hate when my dad projects on me.
-i hate that my dad doesnt have a job right now. not because of the money, but because of how emotional he gets, and that look my mom gets on her face that ive known all too well all throughout childhood.
-i hate being so fucking paranoid.
-i hate being humiliated.
-i hate worrying about college.
-im scared to see my report card. if i get a D in math i will axe mr. feleay through the chest.
-i hate most of my carrillo group of friends. they are so incredibly immature and obnoxious. they act the same as they have since middle school. i cant believe some of them are almost 18, and will be able to vote. their stupidity amazes me.
-im sad kristen's leaving for ballet academy for 5 weeks in orlando.
*whew*! sorry guys. im in one of those PMSsy hormonal modes where i just bitch and rant and whine about everything, and then cry and wonder why im crying and then start laughing at myself. least now i know what its like to be pregnant. i know im being ridiculous and annoying....but its just one of those things where if you dont get it off your chest you'll explode.