Jan 03, 2006 20:01
Hihi livejournal world.
First of all, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR.. I know I'm a little late with that one but shoooooosh because atleast I did it :)
First day after the break today, I can say it wasn't that bad. You'd be amazed at how incredibly refreshing it's been. JOE NICITA wore my sexy shoes, and by golly I wore his sexy sandals.
MEGAN and I broke up completely... You'd be amazed at how tough I'm being about it, I mean.. I knew it was coming, she didn't act like she wanted to be with me for like the previous 4 months of the relationship, I was more blinded by her telling me she loved me and cared for me giving me a slight kiss.. well the good news it, this fish stopped chasing after a fish that aint gonna turn around. But this prove it, HARD WORK, DEDICATION, LOVE, CARING, DOING YOUR BEST AND GIVING 100% DON'T MEAN SHIT. :) Especially when you're recieving 0%. Hahah.
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@Megan, if you read this ofcourse.. You're... ugh I don't even know what to say, haha. Well first of all, it was kinda stupid how even on our break you said you loved and cared for me, but it was all a lie, you are all words. I'm not trying to insult you, I'm telling you the truth. You'd never do anything, you wouldn't even call me, nor try being with me. It sucks being in a relationship and feeling like your girlfriend who " loves and cares for you " wants absolutely nothing to do with you... I'm just saying I'm terribly sorry for not realizing how much you disliked being with me before and making you waste your time with me. I hope this breaking up with me to go "live your life as a senior without having to worry about a boyfriends respect" + more of the stupidity roaming around was worth ruining all we had. Quite pathetic if you ask me, and plus, now you're like.. ignoring me. That's kinda dumb, I didn't really do anything wrong, in fact... I based our relationship about doing everything perfect, but once again, gotta hate that 50%.. and no, it wasn't 25/25. I still want to talk to you, etc. but you sittin here getting mad at me for dumb stuff and acting like I'm such a bad person. OH BY THE WAY PEOPLE, if you're Megans friend, I can't come to you for advice anymore, even if you're my friend too.
Look, I don't want to beg for an apologie, it's just you act like you did nothing wrong, and you're pounding it on me and it greatly angers me. You made your decision, maybe you'll be splendidly happy, maybe you'll regret it, maybe it just doesn't matter.. Enjoy everything that happens from here on out, but if you really want to ignore me so bad and treat me like I'm such a bad guy, then I won't be involved, not even as an aquaintance. But, I guess this is how it's meant to be, you looked pretty damn happy today, and I didn't feel that bad.. maybe because I knew it was coming. Bye bye Megan.
~The wonderful Toddy.
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I wen't over to the almight HUBBARDS today, and watched Wedding Crashers, but didn't get to finished it. I, as well, went out with my mom and say Fun With Dick And Jane.. And I liked it a lot. CHRISTINA and HEATHER met us all at McDonalds today after school, that was gnarly.
HEY YOU GUYS, I might leave my job, I don't know though. I love the people there, I just got the job for a certain reason, aint matterin no mo.
Annnnnyways, I gots homework, yall have a wonderful night, I really hope all of you had a wonderful holiday. I love you all. Love, peace... maybe some booty grease.
Goodbye.