Swept me away...
Lately, I've been trying my best to stay as busy as possible until my boyfriend gets here. It's so difficult only being able to talk to him over the phone, but 2 weeks isn't that long. It seems like eternity, because I want to be with him more than anything, but I'm sure all the overtime I'm planning to work the next couple of weeks will greatly reduce the gap. Plus, he's not just visiting, he's planning on moving here, so I guess it's not long at all. It's just my ideal man doesn't come around very often, and I want to embrace every minute I can with him. Every time I see a yankees game (Derek Jeter in particular) my heart starts racing, because it reminds me of him. He has many of the same features, only I find him to be even more attractive than Jeter. For anyone who knows me, knows of my obsession with #2 and for me to say someone is hotter, really means they're hotter. I never knew it was possible to be so attracted to someone. It's amazing to have found my ideal man and not someone I have to settle for, like my last boyfriend.
It's nice to have someone who shares the same ideas on health and working out. I've been eating very healthy, and I've been excercising regurlarly. Although, recently I've been working out nearly every day, because I'm going crazy over here. I mean, my body looks great. My complexion is perfectly clear and even has a glow, and my muscle tone is enough so I look great in short shorts and skirts, but I'm doing it out frustration more than anything. I've already had to wait 3 months as it is for him. In fact, it was almost 3 mos ago to the day that he won my heart for the first time, and now every time I talk to him, I fall even harder for him. It's great, since I've met him, I haven't been so upset to the point where I'd make an entire tray of brownies and eat it. That used to be a common occurence in the past, when I was surrounded by my miserable ex who did nothing but bring me down for 6 years.
Every single one of my friends has noticed a difference in me, and hell even strangers can see it. The change is so obvious to everyone in my life. It's that for once, since I started dating back when I was 17, I'm actually happy. My strength internally as well as externally is better than ever, and people tell me that I just have a "glow" about me. I swore off misery and invited pure heaven into my life, and it's made every difference in everything I do. I've missed so much life due to wrongfully dedicating myself to someone undeserving of it, but I've recovered, and now I'm back in full force. I'm ready to take life be the reigns and make it everything I want it to be, because now I know, anything and everything's possible. I am capable of everything I want, and it's not unattainable like i used to think. I owe all of this to my darling. He saw me as the woman I am and embraced all of my dreams and ambitions. He saved me in every way a person can be saved, and in 2 weeks, I will have my every heart's desire...
It's nice to have someone who shares the same ideas on health and working out. I've been eating very healthy, and I've been excercising regurlarly. Although, recently I've been working out nearly every day, because I'm going crazy over here. I mean, my body looks great. My complexion is perfectly clear and even has a glow, and my muscle tone is enough so I look great in short shorts and skirts, but I'm doing it out frustration more than anything. I've already had to wait 3 months as it is for him. In fact, it was almost 3 mos ago to the day that he won my heart for the first time, and now every time I talk to him, I fall even harder for him. It's great, since I've met him, I haven't been so upset to the point where I'd make an entire tray of brownies and eat it. That used to be a common occurence in the past, when I was surrounded by my miserable ex who did nothing but bring me down for 6 years.
Every single one of my friends has noticed a difference in me, and hell even strangers can see it. The change is so obvious to everyone in my life. It's that for once, since I started dating back when I was 17, I'm actually happy. My strength internally as well as externally is better than ever, and people tell me that I just have a "glow" about me. I swore off misery and invited pure heaven into my life, and it's made every difference in everything I do. I've missed so much life due to wrongfully dedicating myself to someone undeserving of it, but I've recovered, and now I'm back in full force. I'm ready to take life be the reigns and make it everything I want it to be, because now I know, anything and everything's possible. I am capable of everything I want, and it's not unattainable like i used to think. I owe all of this to my darling. He saw me as the woman I am and embraced all of my dreams and ambitions. He saved me in every way a person can be saved, and in 2 weeks, I will have my every heart's desire...