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well nothing has really happened the last few days..and for some reason i havent got a chance to really do anything since ive been a little busy, and a tab bit lazy..well umm friday, nothing really happened, took a test in political science and i definitely thought i failed it..it was three chapters of material and i dont think that i was really up to taking the test since i had the worst head yet again..but anyways, after feeling pathetic because i thought i failed i went to the media center and did some online christmas shopping..ehh, i remember the days that it was was everything..CHRISTMAS!!! but now its really nothing to me, i dont know, maybe age has taken its spendor, not really sure but oo well, oo but i do think that my mother is going to get me this really hot cam, video, and mp3 player
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it has everything..i hope she get its, well it look like she was, and when i went to look at her laptop screen she like flipped out lol, so i pretty much think that i got it, and now im looking at my nail, i know this is pretty random, but the last time i went to the mall, which was about two weeks ago now, this gypsie called me over to her booth and showed me this nail stuff, it makes it look nicer and smoother, even though (not bragging) i have perfect nails and such..and i was told that, lol not saying it myself, but anywho, she used it on me and its been two weeks later and now im looking at it and its still shiny..odd, lol maybe i shouldve bought that stuff instead of lying and telling her id come back..i just hate being bamboozeled into things, but if i do see her again with that stuff while im there, i guess that 20 bucks isnt to much..but anyways, umm back to friday, after i got done here for 4th period got to ms curtiss' and our group presented our movie (the shakespeare one that i spoke about like 3 or 4 entries ago..and im sitting here and ive been smelling this baby power smell all morning, and im just now realizing its me...but anyways we went into the autitorium and christine had the 'something' club let us use that special screen and set up everything so it was like actually watching a movie..it was so odd, lol sitting in a 'theater' watching myself..lol pretty awesome, just a little odd..haha i was sitting on the front row feeling like a star hahahaahhahahah....o and i was two seats away from curtiss and she seemed like she enjoyed our performance, lol and our little puns that we drew in, and the little mistakes that we made that one a KEEN eye could see, but yes, that all worked out really cool..then to compartative world religons and we had a sub, and wow, you can be strict, but there is a line you know!! then to great thinkers seminar and man i rocked it in the trial..i was my philospher (however its spelled) and i was on the side of freewill, and i used the Bible..in the second chapter of Genesis when GOD told Adam that he could eat everthing in the garden except for the fruit from the tree of wisdom , but how Adam did anyways, showing that he did in fact have free will, because if he didnt he wouldve never disobeyed GOD..and after reading that i basically blew them out the water that, zack only asked one question and i gave him an answer and the face that he gave was like umm, why am i even bothering, so he was done and i was like mhm, rite thurrrrr lol, so after feeling so incredibably smart i steped down of the stand and the case continued.. but yes it was very interesting, it was actually must better then the day before, very good, and very intriguing, but anyways i get home and my dad seemed relatively nice..well for a few minutes..get into a fite with him..but anyways, i come upstairs and i was so close to going to bed, and TRYING to get some sleep, i tend to do that when im really upset, sleeping is like my only escape, and sometimes i really wish id stay there, in that state (if you get the pun), but anyways, i decided to get on to talk to bek, even though i probably shouldntve because i didnt want to get her anymore sad about me and well i didnt want to upset her, because when i feel this bad, im so different, and i didnt..oo nm, well we talked for a bit and she gave me some pics that were really nice:)..i was glad to see them, well not really her injured foot, because i hate thinking of her not well, but oo well, at least i saw lol...and umm bek you still didnt get the pictures i was asking for you know, way to be slick lol, then after she left i did some homework, and while i was trying to get some homework done, i got into another quarrel with 'him' and it was really pathetic if you ask me, but whatever, and it was odd, because rite in the middle of it mike called, of course i couldnt pick up the phone, so umm after fighting with him i called mike back and we had the best laughs about what happened sunday, because i didnt go this past week either..so that makes 3 sundays in a row now, and also the night services, like wednesday night prayer and friday night service, but i think that ill go to wed nite prayer this week if im not to busy..its only an hour so what they hey, i might as well go, but umm ya anyways after i got done doing my homework i ended up just laying on the floor and watching the news for awhile, then i happen to look at the computer screen, (it was still on) and i saw that someone had imed me and of course i didnt know who they were (the acceptance thing was on) so i did, and we talked for awhile...i forget her name (what a suprise):(..she had given me her sn but i never realized it, i guess it was about 2 monthes ago, and she got tired of waiting, lol i guess she thought that i was screwing around or something..lol so we are bickering back and forth for awhile, who was the person that was more of a loser, but then she left and umm while i was talking to her my ex ims me, because the last nite that we talked and she pissed me off trying to hurt my feelings, after she got off i sent her a nasty email..i was actually suprised at how rude i was in it, oo well, but ya, she ims me because i guess she was a litle to punkish to call me or something, i dont know, but umm ya, shes like oo i want to get somethings straite, and basically i was close to saying f*it because i dont care anymore, you know what kinda person i am, and you know what upsets me, and basically you upset me so go somewhere and die, i wish that you would do that instead, but of course i didnt say that, i listened a little bit, and there she went with her bull, and about 2 minutes into it i was like umm, how about no more, so i just said randomly i gotta go, i hurt my foot, and switched sns, to the one that i never gave her ;)..lol im glad i never did, because i was actually still talking to some people and i didnt feel like getting off all because i didnt care to speak to her, but umm ya, and then i turned off my phone so she wouldnt be able to call...guess i just wasnt in the mood for it anymore, because the way i look at it (and its because of past stuff) ill love you forever, well until you f*** up, then you arent nothing but s*** to me, and i know if somoene reads this, i said i hurt my foot i have to go because i wanted to show her that i didnt have anytime for her, and that i lied, because i we all know i didnt hurt my foot, nor neither did i have to go, but now i see her as less then really a person, because if you know me, i dont lie, i have respect to a person to tell them the truth, no matter what the truth entails (being my loserish dad there for a sec hahahaah) but ya seriously, when i lied to her i basically was saying i have no repect for you, and in my eyes you pretty much are s***, and knowing her, because even though she acts like she knows nothing, i know she got that, and yes..sue me, because that was a deliberate shot at her, and i defintitly did it to hurt her..oo well...anyways, bout this time it was umm about 830 and i went downstairs to eat dinner, and my mom and i were acting like the biggest nerds lol, and i could tell that my dad wanted to say something b****y, but he knows, he can talk s*** to me and not have to really worry about anything, but my mom?...there goes his food, his clean clothes, his side of the bed, and umm you can guess the rest..but ya, her and i had a fun time and umm i get back upstairs and i get back on the computer and do some christmas shopping and about 930 this other girl in canada that i started talking to ims me and is like i still wanna hear your voice, can you call now, and i still cant because the long distance thing on my phone is still screwed up so i tell her no, and then this girl..i think its nadine..and she calls me sexy and all this other crap and i swear its odd, when she asked me what i was doing and i tell her im talking to that girl in canada that i make hook up with if things work out, and she flips out and gets all rude...im like whats your problem, you have a bf so why are you acting like you are jealous or some s***, like im with you and you are like one of those chicks that dont like your bf to talk to other girls..i sware, shes a lil odd..man i feel sorry for her bf..lord bless him, because, shes one of those types lol, oo well..and umm, dont talk me those kinda ways..she has a stinking bf..oo and id get it if she was just being flirty, but i sware shes seems like shes really serious..but ya so i just told her i had to go and i dedicated all my time to the girl that im kinda liking and vise versa, so i talk to her until i had to go to bed, and i must say she was really pretty last nite..lol that natural beauty..had on her sweatshirt and looked like she just got out of bed, i sware if you look pretty then..wow..thats the only word i can say. but that was my day
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it has everything..i hope she get its, well it look like she was, and when i went to look at her laptop screen she like flipped out lol, so i pretty much think that i got it, and now im looking at my nail, i know this is pretty random, but the last time i went to the mall, which was about two weeks ago now, this gypsie called me over to her booth and showed me this nail stuff, it makes it look nicer and smoother, even though (not bragging) i have perfect nails and such..and i was told that, lol not saying it myself, but anywho, she used it on me and its been two weeks later and now im looking at it and its still shiny..odd, lol maybe i shouldve bought that stuff instead of lying and telling her id come back..i just hate being bamboozeled into things, but if i do see her again with that stuff while im there, i guess that 20 bucks isnt to much..but anyways, umm back to friday, after i got done here for 4th period got to ms curtiss' and our group presented our movie (the shakespeare one that i spoke about like 3 or 4 entries ago..and im sitting here and ive been smelling this baby power smell all morning, and im just now realizing its me...but anyways we went into the autitorium and christine had the 'something' club let us use that special screen and set up everything so it was like actually watching a movie..it was so odd, lol sitting in a 'theater' watching myself..lol pretty awesome, just a little odd..haha i was sitting on the front row feeling like a star hahahaahhahahah....o and i was two seats away from curtiss and she seemed like she enjoyed our performance, lol and our little puns that we drew in, and the little mistakes that we made that one a KEEN eye could see, but yes, that all worked out really cool..then to compartative world religons and we had a sub, and wow, you can be strict, but there is a line you know!! then to great thinkers seminar and man i rocked it in the trial..i was my philospher (however its spelled) and i was on the side of freewill, and i used the Bible..in the second chapter of Genesis when GOD told Adam that he could eat everthing in the garden except for the fruit from the tree of wisdom , but how Adam did anyways, showing that he did in fact have free will, because if he didnt he wouldve never disobeyed GOD..and after reading that i basically blew them out the water that, zack only asked one question and i gave him an answer and the face that he gave was like umm, why am i even bothering, so he was done and i was like mhm, rite thurrrrr lol, so after feeling so incredibably smart i steped down of the stand and the case continued.. but yes it was very interesting, it was actually must better then the day before, very good, and very intriguing, but anyways i get home and my dad seemed relatively nice..well for a few minutes..get into a fite with him..but anyways, i come upstairs and i was so close to going to bed, and TRYING to get some sleep, i tend to do that when im really upset, sleeping is like my only escape, and sometimes i really wish id stay there, in that state (if you get the pun), but anyways, i decided to get on to talk to bek, even though i probably shouldntve because i didnt want to get her anymore sad about me and well i didnt want to upset her, because when i feel this bad, im so different, and i didnt..oo nm, well we talked for a bit and she gave me some pics that were really nice:)..i was glad to see them, well not really her injured foot, because i hate thinking of her not well, but oo well, at least i saw lol...and umm bek you still didnt get the pictures i was asking for you know, way to be slick lol, then after she left i did some homework, and while i was trying to get some homework done, i got into another quarrel with 'him' and it was really pathetic if you ask me, but whatever, and it was odd, because rite in the middle of it mike called, of course i couldnt pick up the phone, so umm after fighting with him i called mike back and we had the best laughs about what happened sunday, because i didnt go this past week either..so that makes 3 sundays in a row now, and also the night services, like wednesday night prayer and friday night service, but i think that ill go to wed nite prayer this week if im not to busy..its only an hour so what they hey, i might as well go, but umm ya anyways after i got done doing my homework i ended up just laying on the floor and watching the news for awhile, then i happen to look at the computer screen, (it was still on) and i saw that someone had imed me and of course i didnt know who they were (the acceptance thing was on) so i did, and we talked for awhile...i forget her name (what a suprise):(..she had given me her sn but i never realized it, i guess it was about 2 monthes ago, and she got tired of waiting, lol i guess she thought that i was screwing around or something..lol so we are bickering back and forth for awhile, who was the person that was more of a loser, but then she left and umm while i was talking to her my ex ims me, because the last nite that we talked and she pissed me off trying to hurt my feelings, after she got off i sent her a nasty email..i was actually suprised at how rude i was in it, oo well, but ya, she ims me because i guess she was a litle to punkish to call me or something, i dont know, but umm ya, shes like oo i want to get somethings straite, and basically i was close to saying f*it because i dont care anymore, you know what kinda person i am, and you know what upsets me, and basically you upset me so go somewhere and die, i wish that you would do that instead, but of course i didnt say that, i listened a little bit, and there she went with her bull, and about 2 minutes into it i was like umm, how about no more, so i just said randomly i gotta go, i hurt my foot, and switched sns, to the one that i never gave her ;)..lol im glad i never did, because i was actually still talking to some people and i didnt feel like getting off all because i didnt care to speak to her, but umm ya, and then i turned off my phone so she wouldnt be able to call...guess i just wasnt in the mood for it anymore, because the way i look at it (and its because of past stuff) ill love you forever, well until you f*** up, then you arent nothing but s*** to me, and i know if somoene reads this, i said i hurt my foot i have to go because i wanted to show her that i didnt have anytime for her, and that i lied, because i we all know i didnt hurt my foot, nor neither did i have to go, but now i see her as less then really a person, because if you know me, i dont lie, i have respect to a person to tell them the truth, no matter what the truth entails (being my loserish dad there for a sec hahahaah) but ya seriously, when i lied to her i basically was saying i have no repect for you, and in my eyes you pretty much are s***, and knowing her, because even though she acts like she knows nothing, i know she got that, and yes..sue me, because that was a deliberate shot at her, and i defintitly did it to hurt her..oo well...anyways, bout this time it was umm about 830 and i went downstairs to eat dinner, and my mom and i were acting like the biggest nerds lol, and i could tell that my dad wanted to say something b****y, but he knows, he can talk s*** to me and not have to really worry about anything, but my mom?...there goes his food, his clean clothes, his side of the bed, and umm you can guess the rest..but ya, her and i had a fun time and umm i get back upstairs and i get back on the computer and do some christmas shopping and about 930 this other girl in canada that i started talking to ims me and is like i still wanna hear your voice, can you call now, and i still cant because the long distance thing on my phone is still screwed up so i tell her no, and then this girl..i think its nadine..and she calls me sexy and all this other crap and i swear its odd, when she asked me what i was doing and i tell her im talking to that girl in canada that i make hook up with if things work out, and she flips out and gets all rude...im like whats your problem, you have a bf so why are you acting like you are jealous or some s***, like im with you and you are like one of those chicks that dont like your bf to talk to other girls..i sware, shes a lil odd..man i feel sorry for her bf..lord bless him, because, shes one of those types lol, oo well..and umm, dont talk me those kinda ways..she has a stinking bf..oo and id get it if she was just being flirty, but i sware shes seems like shes really serious..but ya so i just told her i had to go and i dedicated all my time to the girl that im kinda liking and vise versa, so i talk to her until i had to go to bed, and i must say she was really pretty last nite..lol that natural beauty..had on her sweatshirt and looked like she just got out of bed, i sware if you look pretty then..wow..thats the only word i can say. but that was my day