May 16, 2005 15:48
gah bored....
with life.
you know when there is no play and no boy to chase and no new kid who's cool and no nothing...it gets boring
life is like a dull.....butter knife!. shweet.
ahaha theres a good joke..." your joke is like a dull pencil...it has no point!" ahahahahahahaha
anywho!
man o man life is funny. i heart sevies!
i miss the play so f-ing much!
i am sad from that loss......its so much harder to keep in talkings with my lovable sevies!
and also my lovers ah man.......no more cindi....ah i am so sad
no more princey poo. a different world that i can excape into....it didnt matter about the others
nothing mattered because we were acting. it was a play. a real play woith costumes and makeup (overdone, i might add!) and long white gloves and ahh.....it was pretend.
i really had a prince charming to waltz with and i really had a ball and even tho abby was a meany poo (my evil stepmom) she was still there.....i really had a fairy godmother...it was just so...different.
ah well, you've got to snap back to reality sometime i suppose.......
but sometiems i wonder...is that this the true reality...or is it just a game?
is it all a fake until you slip away into a song or play or book or poem...and thats wen the real world comes out?
ahahha i am gettijg all phylosophical on you now.
thoughts spinning around inside make for cheesy glances at make-beleive!
loves+kisses= holler VT
emma