Feb 12, 2006 03:17
Hello all.
Life is crazy sometimes.
Michelle Kawn withdrew from the Olympics. I know this is crazy, but this saddened me. Probably too much, for that matter.
I am subbing with the BRSO tomorrow playing principal for O'Dell. Paid and all. I'm crapping myself a little bit. I'm looking forward to it, though.
Making audition tapes tomorrow in the recital hall. Hooray. I just want them to be done with so I can send them away.
SAI is really busy right now, but is going well. 14 new girls. Balancing 29 schedules is AWESOME. I love it anyways.
Other things in life are equally as crazy, I must say. But not all in a bad way.
Why is it that we always want that which is unattainable to us? It drives me nuts sometimes. Times ten.
I'm really really really having a hard time motivating myself musically...I need to fix that, and pronto.
I am having all of these overwhelming emotions about everything lately. I feel everything and take it all in hard. This is great for good things, really. Other things just hit like a ton of bricks, though.
I love having a night class Valentine's Day and then a music history test the next morning. Not that it really matters to me or affects me at all, it's just the principle is all.
Anyways, I really should be getting sleep right now instead of rambling on here.
Night night, everyone.