Please ______ intercede on my mother's behalf and help her in this time of devastation.

[smonion]

I know that at times I come off as vicious and angry and say that I want to to wildly violent things to certain people. Mostly it's just an outlet to release negative feelings. I really do try to be kind and compassionate though I don't always succeed. The times when I am most outraged though are when someone hurts my mother. She certainly has her faults but she is so, so in need of mercy that I can't explain it. When someone hurts her in someway it is I think the only time I truly wrestle with my darkest thoughts and feel truly murderous.

I will try hard to pray and have hope but it is indeed difficult to have faith when things seem to be their very worst