Apr 10, 2008 18:06
Fuck, keep forgetting to do these things. Sorry House, though somehow I think you'll live.
Day 50
Your Name: Badou Nails
Suicidal Ideation: 3/10
Homicidal Ideation: 5/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: 3 or 4 hours or somethin' Wasn't really payin' all that close of attention.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: I dreamt I was warm and woke up fuck ass cold.
Moods Experienced Today: Tired, frustrated, hell the day's still young, I'm sure I'll be running the gauntlet today
Mood Triggers: Life or something that's posing as my life these days.
Significant Thoughts of the Day: Fuck this shit.
Favorite Time of Day and Why:Haine Didn't have one
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: *shrugs* Nothin'
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Oh it's just been swell. Why I've cried about five times so far. So freeing and refreshing.
Noticable Improvements: My hair is much more lustrous with this new conditioner I've been using.
Fuck. Cold again and if I ever see Russia again after this, it'll be far to soon. Starting to think that Reno fucker had the right idea. Miss my apartment, at least there was decent heat there. Hell miss home period. Ready to be done with all this shit.
homesick cause i don't know where it is,
russia is ass cold fuckers,
fucking tired,
haine