Day 5: It's just my version of the truth

[smokin_patch]

Day 45
Your Name: Badou Nails
Suicidal Ideation: 2/10 8/10
Homicidal Ideation: 3/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: No fucking idea.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Nope. Blended together pain and fear and him him him. Why? Painted red in my head and I can't even remember it without his eyes. Head underwater and screaming and no one can hear,

Comments

[genkisunflower]

Are you all right, Badou-san?

[smokin_patch]

Not really chica but don't worry 'k? Just gotta wallow in self-pity for awhile and then I'll be back to normal.

[a;ldkjf;lk why is she so cute?]

[genkisunflower]

But you seem upset about something! Maybe you would feel better if you talked about it.

[smokin_patch]

Just... some bad dreams, old memories I'd rather forget. They always unnerve me and I get... cranky for lack of a better word.

[genkisunflower]

Would you like me to bring you something?

[smokin_patch]

Oh uh, I can't really think of anything. But thanks for the offer anyway. Just talking to you cheered me up. :)

[genkisunflower]

Really? Thanks!

[smokin_patch]

:D You're a sweetheart doll.

[genkisunflower]