Day 5: It's just my version of the truth
Day 45
Your Name: Badou Nails
Suicidal Ideation: 2/10 8/10
Homicidal Ideation: 3/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: No fucking idea.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Nope. Blended together pain and fear and him him him. Why? Painted red in my head and I can't even remember it without his eyes. Head underwater and screaming and no one can hear, water in the lungs. Miss him. Brother. Fuck me up, beat me, burn, split open and redredred.
Moods Experienced Today: It hurts. Fuck. Phantomphantomphantom
Mood Triggers: ...
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I miss my apartment. Familiar smell and cool sheets. Could sleep there. Privacy.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Free time. Just want to sleep.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Aqua Therapy. Shit.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Fine. fuckershutupshutupshutupoutofmyhead.
Noticable Improvements: Lesse, I managed to not beat anyone up today. I'm such a good boy.
Dem, sorry but I don't think I'm gonna be up for lessons today. Is it to late for the music room? Love you.
One of those days, phantom pains acting up and fuck, you'd think it was a limb. There's no meds in the world that can take that pain away, all in your head. Gotta ride it out.
...
I can-
Fuck. No whining today 'k? Can't take it. Head won't stop pounding.
[ooc: All strikes only hackable to Haine. Everyone else will have to work pretty hard. Anyone he's close to -cept Haine- can't hack the dream. Only if you're damn sneaky House.]
Your Name: Badou Nails
Suicidal Ideation: 2/10 8/10
Homicidal Ideation: 3/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: No fucking idea.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Nope. Blended together pain and fear and him him him. Why? Painted red in my head and I can't even remember it without his eyes. Head underwater and screaming and no one can hear, water in the lungs. Miss him. Brother. Fuck me up, beat me, burn, split open and redredred.
Moods Experienced Today: It hurts. Fuck. Phantomphantomphantom
Mood Triggers: ...
Significant Thoughts of the Day: I miss my apartment. Familiar smell and cool sheets. Could sleep there. Privacy.
Favorite Time of Day and Why: Free time. Just want to sleep.
Least Favorite Time of Day and Why: Aqua Therapy. Shit.
How You Are Enjoying Your Therapy: Fine. fuckershutupshutupshutupoutofmyhead.
Noticable Improvements: Lesse, I managed to not beat anyone up today. I'm such a good boy.
Dem, sorry but I don't think I'm gonna be up for lessons today. Is it to late for the music room? Love you.
One of those days, phantom pains acting up and fuck, you'd think it was a limb. There's no meds in the world that can take that pain away, all in your head. Gotta ride it out.
...
I can-
Fuck. No whining today 'k? Can't take it. Head won't stop pounding.
[ooc: All strikes only hackable to Haine. Everyone else will have to work pretty hard. Anyone he's close to -cept Haine- can't hack the dream. Only if you're damn sneaky House.]