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Hi Livejournal. What's up. I'm kind of on Tumblr right now and I never meant it to be a serious thing, but Tumblr is easy. You just reblog stuff. You don't even have to post. Which is why a) I didn't think I'd get into Tumblr, and b) Why I'm now into Tumblr.
Oops.
But people I know IRL follow me on Tumblr. Idk I'm just kind of all over the place right now. I'm really questioning my every decision, I feel like I can't make the right choice. I've been less creative and I hate it. It makes me feel worthless to not be able to make something. I don't know if I trust the people around me. Well I don't know. I don't distrust anyone specifically. It's more that I just feel like I usually manage to bond closely with the friends I make, and I don't have that here, I have people I hang out with.
This girl I know is so clingy. I can't fucking stand it. We were at a party last night and she follows me everywhere, she stands behind my chair and is constantly asking me if I'm okay out of fucking nowhere. I hate to be crowded. It's so goddamn annoying and if I try to get some space she acts like I'm being some huge bitch and sulks over how I'm being "mean" to her.
I want to change colleges, partially because I don't like it here and partially because I feel like I should have gotten some kind of trial run before starting something of this magnitude.
Oops.
But people I know IRL follow me on Tumblr. Idk I'm just kind of all over the place right now. I'm really questioning my every decision, I feel like I can't make the right choice. I've been less creative and I hate it. It makes me feel worthless to not be able to make something. I don't know if I trust the people around me. Well I don't know. I don't distrust anyone specifically. It's more that I just feel like I usually manage to bond closely with the friends I make, and I don't have that here, I have people I hang out with.
This girl I know is so clingy. I can't fucking stand it. We were at a party last night and she follows me everywhere, she stands behind my chair and is constantly asking me if I'm okay out of fucking nowhere. I hate to be crowded. It's so goddamn annoying and if I try to get some space she acts like I'm being some huge bitch and sulks over how I'm being "mean" to her.
I want to change colleges, partially because I don't like it here and partially because I feel like I should have gotten some kind of trial run before starting something of this magnitude.