well, im back

[smokedvinegar]

i guess im submitting the first real journal entry since the beginning of school. (unless of course you happen to count the one about ashley ;)) (which, thanks to Ankit, who ill have to remember to kill later, my brother read and is being his normal sodomizing self about). well, not much has happened. i go to school. i get good grades. i eat. my life is boring. other than lunch times, there isnt really much to look foreward to. i dont like my compsci teacher, but no one does. my math teacher is ok, but gives lotsa homework. speech class isnt that bad, except for the fact that you have to give speeches. its the same for all of the classes. and the teachers steal our weekends. they pollute them with endless streams of homework. they take our little placid moments and start ruining them. is that what the real world is like? you go to work, complete a purposeless task, come home, repeat for 5 days, and then stay home for 2 days while you have to worry about more purposeless tasks to come? if that is what life after school is like, then life can be organized into three stages.
1. birth-kindergarten: infant/beginning childhood -life doesnt matter, you cant think enough to criticize the world yet, you learn to speak, oh-fucking-yay
2. school and work- from the beginning of kindergarten to your retirement, this is the time of busy-work, classes, 'learning', and social life. some people dont have the social life part. it must really suck for them.
3. retirement-death: you get to be alone or with your 'soulmate' (which doesnt really exist, just a ploy to try to keep you trying to find true love, humans are driven by clich