The Sharp Hint of New Tears

[smokedjaguar]

There's always something to ponder. This time it seems that I ponder my place in this world. It is one thing to cheer up my companions when they require consolation, and although enjoyable, that is not exactly a memorable feat. It seems I am boldly going nowhere. But, can I really waste so much raw talent with sheer apathy and lethargy? I

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[thoughtsbetween]

I also have an absurd memory. It makes school easier. You're dismissing many things that others would admire in you. Why? They're good qualities. You feel you've done everything, but you have not. There's so much in life that isn't memory, or concepts...there's a load of random shit that you have to deal with constantly. It's unplanned and unavoidable. Maybe you can try to get involved with something that requires more than your mind - something that will force you to exercise your spirit and body. I know you had karate; are you still doing that