i am SO utterly bored by not being able to sleep at night 

there is a massive fucking spider in my room. it is on the wall. about ten feet from me. i am not that keen to do battle with it. it's a shitty night outside, and if a spider can't find somewhere warm and dry and out of the wind, what kind of world are we living in ( Read more... )

i actually took a nap today, and i generally don't nap unless i am working and living split shifts. Passed out might be a better description. Of course, because i can't even nap peacefully i had a nightmare, with some real people as guest stars. Not funny. Clearly i need to remind my brain who is actually in charge here.

i went for a cig about an hour ago, and i spent more time yawning than dragging. This is a problem

i have more or less just woken up, and i have slept roughly sixteen hours. The past few days/weeks have wiped me out, i'm sorry to say. ALPHA will be back.

it’s the times when you earn for death, and you turn to the next best thing sleep. Sleep, where we can all be heroes, we can all be rich. Sleep where we can all be warm and fed, and can be whatever we want, where we’re free to be whoever, whatever or wherever we’ve always wanted to be ( Read more... )