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So it's all over with Isotripy and mostly out of my system. I imagine it will trail on for weeks to come, or maybe a couple of weeks. Anyway "hold on tightly, let go lightly". Next...
Polyxeni, another internet girl, is cute. Nearly thirty i think, and has kinda pursued me for a bit.
She wants me to call her, i know this much, but my words need the non-verbals signals too, because i'm largely full of shit. Or i talk a lot of shit at least, more mirth than matter. It's just words, they're so flexibly interpretable (i want to say "bendy" after the secret diaries of the LOTR characters, because that really made me laugh - "Dear Aragorn, thank you for the hobbits, they are v. bendy, Love Faramir.").
I play with the interpretations in general and it's not always clear without the larger breadth of information to get an accurate representation of what i am saying. My phone calls tend towards banality unless the person i am speaking to knows how to make sense of me.
God, i'm neurotic.
I should call and maybe explain myself a bit. I'm also neurotic because i'm burnt. Do girls want to know that sort of information?
I really need to start that rant-group
Polyxeni, another internet girl, is cute. Nearly thirty i think, and has kinda pursued me for a bit.
She wants me to call her, i know this much, but my words need the non-verbals signals too, because i'm largely full of shit. Or i talk a lot of shit at least, more mirth than matter. It's just words, they're so flexibly interpretable (i want to say "bendy" after the secret diaries of the LOTR characters, because that really made me laugh - "Dear Aragorn, thank you for the hobbits, they are v. bendy, Love Faramir.").
I play with the interpretations in general and it's not always clear without the larger breadth of information to get an accurate representation of what i am saying. My phone calls tend towards banality unless the person i am speaking to knows how to make sense of me.
God, i'm neurotic.
I should call and maybe explain myself a bit. I'm also neurotic because i'm burnt. Do girls want to know that sort of information?
I really need to start that rant-group