end of the day wrap up
I'm tired enough to want to go to bed and it's not even 2030. i should have expected that from having to start work in the middle of nowhere at 0730.
Kiska has continued her sullen and sulky ways, messaging me just to pick a fight. I really don't get it. My mother does similar things. is it boredom?
Isotripy was impressed with her gift, and messaged me, making sure that i'd wait for her on Monday. I'm liking her more and more as i think about her, which i guess is typical for me isn't it...?
I caught the train back from whereever exactly i was today $3.40 one way back to the city - that's fucked.
I fell sleep on the train like i do on the sodding bus, and i got lost at bloody central station, this is why i fucking hate trains.
last thought - i wonder whether i am actually interested in getting involved with anyone. it's like i am deliberately being very picky. I'm wanting to not get involved with the Angel because i'm reasonably convinced it would amount to nothing apart from maybe being a fling. Why am i not willing to get involved with a fling? What sort of idiocy is this? This sort of thing could and probably should get me thrown out of the guys union. What is actually driving this, deep down. How am i going to prize this out from inside my brain... i shall stay alert and continue the search for clues...
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Everclear
Kiska has continued her sullen and sulky ways, messaging me just to pick a fight. I really don't get it. My mother does similar things. is it boredom?
Isotripy was impressed with her gift, and messaged me, making sure that i'd wait for her on Monday. I'm liking her more and more as i think about her, which i guess is typical for me isn't it...?
I caught the train back from whereever exactly i was today $3.40 one way back to the city - that's fucked.
I fell sleep on the train like i do on the sodding bus, and i got lost at bloody central station, this is why i fucking hate trains.
last thought - i wonder whether i am actually interested in getting involved with anyone. it's like i am deliberately being very picky. I'm wanting to not get involved with the Angel because i'm reasonably convinced it would amount to nothing apart from maybe being a fling. Why am i not willing to get involved with a fling? What sort of idiocy is this? This sort of thing could and probably should get me thrown out of the guys union. What is actually driving this, deep down. How am i going to prize this out from inside my brain... i shall stay alert and continue the search for clues...
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Everclear