blinding darkness surrounds me and I am reaching for you only

[smokeandsong]

Today, I am 27 years old. It hit me about 2am just how old that really is and how fast those years have gone by. I...was really upset. I sat there feeling like maybe I have wasted those years and done absolutely nothing worthwhile with them

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[defy_n_gravity]

I know the feeling, babe. Went through the exact thing a few months ago. I think 27 is finally that year where you have to say you're in your late twenties, and that sucks.

But you know I adore you, right? I'm so glad we've gotten closer over the last year, because you're amazing. When I'm feeling bad you don't ignore it like you probably should, and you don't wave it off, you yell at me. And that's not something a lot of people will do. :) And if I need to yell at you, I will, because I care. But this one I will let you slide because like I said, I know how it feels.

Maybe we haven't accomplished much in our 27 years, but you're a great person and wonderful friend, and I think that should matter more than other things.

And you'll be getting fic, hopefully tonight.

::lots of snuggling and hugs:: <3 Happy Birthday!

[smokeandsong]

Well, in my defense, I don't say these things as often as you, so you deserve the yelling more ;)

YAY FIC! FROM YOU!

Thanks for commenting! ♥

[defy_n_gravity]

:/ I know.

But I fail and it's not ready yet!! But sooon.

[smokeandsong]

It's okay if it's a little late. To me, my birthday doesn't end until I sleep again. And I probably won't sleep for a while.

[defy_n_gravity]

Maybe tomorrow?

/fails with gifts

[smokeandsong]

I can handle tomorrow :)

[defy_n_gravity]

::will go IM you now::