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Oct 18, 2010 11:10

Today, I am 27 years old. It hit me about 2am just how old that really is and how fast those years have gone by. I...was really upset. I sat there feeling like maybe I have wasted those years and done absolutely nothing worthwhile with them ( Read more... )

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rjchasez October 18 2010, 15:16:27 UTC
Don't really have much to say right now except... I loves you. *huggles* And you will have a least a few Olliana icons later tonight when I get home from work.

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smokeandsong October 18 2010, 19:07:39 UTC
I love you, too. And looking forward to icons :)

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defy_n_gravity October 18 2010, 15:20:48 UTC
I know the feeling, babe. Went through the exact thing a few months ago. I think 27 is finally that year where you have to say you're in your late twenties, and that sucks.

But you know I adore you, right? I'm so glad we've gotten closer over the last year, because you're amazing. When I'm feeling bad you don't ignore it like you probably should, and you don't wave it off, you yell at me. And that's not something a lot of people will do. :) And if I need to yell at you, I will, because I care. But this one I will let you slide because like I said, I know how it feels.

Maybe we haven't accomplished much in our 27 years, but you're a great person and wonderful friend, and I think that should matter more than other things.

And you'll be getting fic, hopefully tonight.

::lots of snuggling and hugs:: <3 Happy Birthday!

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smokeandsong October 18 2010, 19:12:00 UTC
Well, in my defense, I don't say these things as often as you, so you deserve the yelling more ;)

YAY FIC! FROM YOU!

Thanks for commenting! ♥

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defy_n_gravity October 19 2010, 03:11:33 UTC
:/ I know.

But I fail and it's not ready yet!! But sooon.

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smokeandsong October 19 2010, 03:15:24 UTC
It's okay if it's a little late. To me, my birthday doesn't end until I sleep again. And I probably won't sleep for a while.

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sigrundora October 18 2010, 15:22:23 UTC
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

You're awesome, totally awesome and I'm glad that we became friends :D

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smokeandsong October 18 2010, 19:13:41 UTC
LOL YOUR ICON.

Thank you for commenting. :D

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sigrundora October 18 2010, 19:18:24 UTC
You like it?

Feel free to snag :D It was made and inspired by me and another ex Team-Heaven member

First batch and Second batch

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smokeandsong October 18 2010, 19:36:21 UTC
Oh I remember them! Sadly I will probably never have the room to use them and will have to enjoy them from afar.

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unavoidedcrisis October 18 2010, 15:26:43 UTC
I always thought it was no matter how someone is part of your life, it's an impact. Just because I know you, my life isn't what it was going to be before I did know you, right? And because my life hasn't been total crap lately, I think that's in part to having the friends I do.

I might not always comment, but I read every entry you post and my flist is the frickin' highlight of my day, every day. So you're a part of that. ♥

Happy birthday love, and I know you've got a great year ahead of you. *hug*

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smokeandsong October 18 2010, 19:16:13 UTC
Thank you so much *cuddles* This means a lot to me.

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calamitysxchild October 18 2010, 15:48:10 UTC
I can't think of any one specific time, but whenever your username pops up, I do smile :) it's those little moments that make life for me, so thank you.

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smokeandsong October 18 2010, 19:17:18 UTC
That is definitely a wonderful thing. I'm glad I can do that for you. Thanks for commenting :)

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