<3 I love you and I think you're an amazing woman!
I hear you on the kids subject. I'm not ready to give up my life right now to devote it to someone else. I'm enjoying just being with Andrew. I know someday I'll get to the point where I'm mentally stable to be a parent, it's just not right now.
There's nothing wrong with needing to feel loved, and to have those who love you TELL you they love you. I want to hear it everyday from my husband, or I'd probably shoot him. :D
The future, well, I cringe about it from time to time, but then realize the future will come at it's own time, and we make it what we want it to be.
Depression sucks - for me, medication helps.
Yeah, the system is shitacular (new favorite word) but sometimes, in the end you find the right balance. I really like my doctor...darn it that she's leaving in the spring.
If you ever just wanted to chat, shoot the shit, cry...you can call me. If you like. I'll listen or talk, if you just wanna forget about what's eating you. :D
Besides, wedding planning is stressful under any conditions...even when you have someone else planning it for you! So doing on you own, I know how that goes! :D
I hear you on the kids subject. I'm not ready to give up my life right now to devote it to someone else. I'm enjoying just being with Andrew. I know someday I'll get to the point where I'm mentally stable to be a parent, it's just not right now.
There's nothing wrong with needing to feel loved, and to have those who love you TELL you they love you. I want to hear it everyday from my husband, or I'd probably shoot him. :D
The future, well, I cringe about it from time to time, but then realize the future will come at it's own time, and we make it what we want it to be.
Depression sucks - for me, medication helps.
Yeah, the system is shitacular (new favorite word) but sometimes, in the end you find the right balance. I really like my doctor...darn it that she's leaving in the spring.
If you ever just wanted to chat, shoot the shit, cry...you can call me. If you like. I'll listen or talk, if you just wanna forget about what's eating you. :D
Besides, wedding planning is stressful under any conditions...even when you have someone else planning it for you! So doing on you own, I know how that goes! :D
Love you, cheer up!
Leeny
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