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I'll always remember that moonglow gave me you
So yeah so much for not starting anything new. Josh and I are back together. I knew I was going to give him a second chance so I figured I would just go ahead and do it. It's crazy. It feels like we never broke up. I love him just as much as ever. I'm happy. I don't know why I took so long to give him a second chance, but I'm so glad he never gave up on it or me. I would tell him to forget it that it would never happen, or that the most I could ever been to him again was his friend, and every time I told him no he would just come back and ask again. I guess persistance pays off in the end.
He has a ball coming up, and apparently if they don't go to it they have to go to a ceremony the next day that will last all day. At first he was considering going and said something about finding a date. I told him that whoever his date was I was sure he would be cute. I got, "What?!" I said, "Well you must be going with a guy, because I know you wouldn't ask me for a second chance and then consider taking some other girl to the ball." He told me to buy a dress and a plane ticket. LOL
Today he was picking on me telling me he was going to decorate the house with LSU stuff. I told him fine, but if he does that all his stuff from when he was in the Marines is going into a yard sale. LOL I told him I might do that anyway to have room for my Army stuff. He was like, "Yup right between the washer and the hot water heater. LOL
I told him tonight that I don't care if the house is top to bottom UCLA (a team neither of us likes), or if he keeps his stuff from the Marines all over the place. I just want to be with him, and I hoped he wanted to be with me. He texted back, "Sweetheart, I don't know how to tell you this, but i promise you that I have never wanted anything or anyone to be in my life more than I want you there... I want to fall asleep next to you, wake up with you and spend my day thinking about coming home to you... I don't know what I want to do when i get out of the military but I do know that whatever it is I want it to include loving you." Anyone wonder why I love him? LOL
Oh now for the big news (I'm praying I don't jinx it by talking about it), but Josh is trying to pull orders for Knox. He already has orders to stay in Germany through his ETS date, but he wants to try to get Knox and be close to be the last year. Goodness knows I would be thrilled for him to get Knox, but I'm hardly counting on it. I know this game well. Write it in pencil and carry the biggest eraser you can find. I just know in my heart that things will work out as they should, and no matter what my love, hugs, and kisses will be here waiting for him to come home to me. Just like I know his will be waiting for me.