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I look around and all I see is your happiness embracing me
I talked to my boss at Walgreens, and I will be moving to the pharmacy when I
go back to work. It's extra pay and full time hours. (They have to give me
full time hours when I go back since I left at full time. But there wasn't a
full time cashier slot at the front register.) Apparently, Mike was happy
about me saying I was willing move back there. I'm thinking out of all the
floor employees I was probably the best choice. Kinda sad huh? I'm driving
down Saturday to fill out some paperwork. Cheryl's going to ride down with me
so I don't have to drive down there and back on my own. I swear I got the
best roommate possible when she moved in with me.
Last night David- Michael and I did something we probably shouldn't have...
One of the sgts I work with found David- Michael on my Tagged (it's along the
lines of facebook and myspace), and requested to add him as a friend. I told
him that I didn't care if he added her or not. Well, he did and decided to
screw with her head. He called me his wife, and told her he plans to marry me
once he's home. He told her he wants to go to school and get his commission,
but that all depends on what's going on with us and how many kids we have at
the time. LMAO What bothers me is some of the things she asked him like,
"What about Sarah do you like so much?" (His answer to this was way sweet! He
said, "What's not to like about her? She makes me smile and gives me
butterflies without ever trying." AWWWWW!!!) She asked him what his
intentions are with me. (Can you see where she's going with these questions?)
Then she told him she likes to ask people questions just to see what they'll
say as an answer. So basically she wanted to grill him, do the same to me,
and see how our answers matched up. In case you can't tell I really don't
like her. She tries to cause me drama in my life (I have a crazy ex husband
I've got enough drama on my own). Oh and the first time she saw a pic of
David- Michael (before we were dating) she told me if I didn't date him she
would. She didn't even know his name at the time! As my roommate told David-
Michael last night, "She thinks she's hot and can have any guy she wants.
Even if it means taking one away from Sarah." While Cheryl and I were
bitching about her David- Michael could hear it all (bless Skype and voice
chat!). I was like, "Babe I'm sure this sounds horrible, but you don't know
the girl like we do." His reply, "I don't wanna know her like you do! I don't
wanna know her at all!!!" LMAO
This morning when I came in the sgt was all smiles. First thing she said was
that David- Michael and I are moving way too fast. Then she started talking
about last night. What she didn't know is that I know everything that David-
Michael said to her, and I know everything she said to him. Needless to say I
still wanted to punch her in the throat when she started giggling and said,
"I talked to your boy toy all night last night. He told me he can't wait to
talk to me again." I know for a fact all he told her was, "I've got to go to
work now. I will talk to you later." Which proves what a lying, drama causing
witch she is... It also says a lot about her that she would call him a "boy
toy". He's my boyfriend. He and our relationship deserve more respect than
that.
To be honest it's gotten to the point that I don't want anyone at my work to
know the truth about anything to do with me and David- Michael. They're all
going to think what they want to think anyway. Honestly, let them think I'm
engaged or bitch that I look like I'm engaged when I'm not, let them think
I'm moving too fast or that I'm moving too slow, or whatever the hell they
want to think. I know the truth about my relationship, that what matters, and
I don't give a damn what anyone else thinks of it or me. As David- Michael
put it in an email he sent to me today our relationship is "moving just fine
for us". I should have just left it the way it was when I first started here.
No one knew who I was dating. No one even knew I'd been married before, and
even then they didn't know my ex husband was a soldier until my MSG and LTC
drilled with him one weekend. Live and learn I guess.
So the guy from work I talked about yesterday, he tried to rain on my parade
today. He sent me an email asking how I'm doing today I said amazing and he
asked why. I told him because I'm in love. He asked if I was sure I love
David- Michael. I told him we're slowly making the change from friends to a
couple. I love that feeling. I love having someone who makes my day better
just by talking to him. I love waking up smiling because the first thing I
think of is him. I love feeling butterflies whenever I see him smile. He
basically made it sound like love isn't real. I get that a divorce can put
you through hell, I know mine did, but don't drag other people down when
they're happy.
All I can say is just let me be happy. I have a boyfriend who is sweet and
makes me happy. I love him. That's all that matters to me. At the end of the
day I'm happy with myself, and I'm happy to have my sweet boyfriend in my
life. Maybe our relationship isn't like everyone else's (how could it be with
him being active duty and me being guard), but that doesn't make it a bad
relationship. Maybe we will have to work through some issues, but every
couple does. Things that are the most worth having are usually the ones that
make us work the hardest.
I got back paid 3 months of per deim today! WOOOHOO! My bank account is
looking pretty decent right now. That will help make it a lil easier to go to
New Mexico with David- Michael since I can actually afford to take a little
time off. I don't want to take a lot, because well I want to work. I work all
the time and I really don't know what to do with more than 2 days off a week.
Half the time I don't even know what to do with them!
Coming back from lunch today the gate guard was chatty. He always calls me
"little one". Well today before I had even totally pulled up and rolled my
window down he was yelling, "Little bit! How were the holidays?!" He's
probably the only man in the world who will ever call me little so I should
enjoy it while I can. LOL
I HATE mypay! Oh my goodness soldiers. Oh. My. Goodness. It took me like a
flippin' half an hour or so just to reset my user ID and password. I was
ready to go bang my head into a brick wall. It would have hurt less I think.
I understand wanting us to use something than our SSNs to log in, and a
password that's harder than 4-8 numbers, but must it be so hard to set up the
new user name and password? Ok maybe it wasn't that hard, maybe it was all
user error. But if I made that many errors it means the system to change
everything over was too difficult for people like me! LOL