Shaken, Stirred, & Confused as Shit

Aug 02, 2005 00:22

I hate Mercury retrograde. It generally finds some way to royaly fuck things over for me. I'm an idiot.

So the housewarming party was extremely small. The ones who showed up seemed to have a good time & I heard from some friends I haven't heard from in ages so that was cool. My little bro & I are contemplating hosting a zombie movie marathon, maybe in September. On the upside, Ive got enough hard cider to keep me well supplied all through Pennsic. And enough hot dogs & hambugers in the fridge to mean I don't have to buy groceries for the next two months.

Whispering Lake's Lughnassadh Rite was yesterday. Big John stopped by to let us all know he was alive, when was great. We had a really good turn out, including some folks from my old Coven who've been showing up to WLG stuff because they wanted a place to make sacrafice to the Gods. Pretty cool. That group is soooo much bigger & better and amazing than I ever envisioned it would be. It's so cool. And like They did at Wellspring, the Gods gave me a bit of a kick in the ass. At Wellspring, They started giving me ideas about things to do with the AG Guild and eventually led me to realize that I should continue in that position.

I've been kinda lax in getting to WLG stuff since I stepped down as SD. My brain issues really took me away from things. It even took me away from some of the things that were helping me. And during the Rite yesterday, I started getting ideas. And I realized that I do better when I feel I must be relied upon. So I ought to have a job. Think I'm going to challenge for Grove Bard.

I am a stubborn woman. This is a surprise to no one. I'm also fiercly independant. I try to do absolutely everything on my own.
Maybe what I need to do is leave things to the Gods. They've got Their shit together better then I do.
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