the good life
Been hunting down music, stuff I've been forgetting or have been newly acquainted with the past couple years. Trying to write more, or just plain come up with something to fill the space. Pinkerton is a great album and while it has come into a bit of appreciation over the ensuing years, it's still the bastard child of Weezer. I just see it, being a late fan of the group, as a natural progression from the Blue album.
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I also don't understand a lot of the hate for the Killers, but whatever.
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Spent a lot of time on the phone with random, far flung people yesterday. I have a hard time talking to family these days, in that I just screwed everything up and now just have no idea how to rectify situations. Friends are happy to have an open ear, and give advice that isn't looking down to where I'm at, family, I just feel like I have to continue to make up excuses and lie and make things out to be better than they really are. It's just too deconstructive and debilitating to keep on doing that.
So.
I watch random movies, listen to music late at night, hope that I don't sleep all day and night. Maybe pick up the phone. Wonder when I stopped caring about any and everything.
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I also don't understand a lot of the hate for the Killers, but whatever.
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Spent a lot of time on the phone with random, far flung people yesterday. I have a hard time talking to family these days, in that I just screwed everything up and now just have no idea how to rectify situations. Friends are happy to have an open ear, and give advice that isn't looking down to where I'm at, family, I just feel like I have to continue to make up excuses and lie and make things out to be better than they really are. It's just too deconstructive and debilitating to keep on doing that.
So.
I watch random movies, listen to music late at night, hope that I don't sleep all day and night. Maybe pick up the phone. Wonder when I stopped caring about any and everything.