Oblivion- Part 1
Hello there! Uh... this is my first time EVER using LJ, so... Well, here's this story I've been writing on Asianfanfics.com. It's a website for fanfics, and yeah. It's about the Korean boyband B2ST. hope u like it~
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~Junhyung's P.O.V.~
Darkness. I look around me and there's only darkness. I stretch my hand out trying to grasp something, something that will save me. I can't feel anything. I can't see. I can't hear. I can't even smell. I don't even know if I'm standing or sitting. It's just... darkness.
~Hyunseung's P.O.V.~
"Yah! Jang Hyunseung! You're gonna be late for school!"
I was dreaming about a pretty garden filled with flowers, but the strangest thing was, as I was looking around me in amazement, I had noticed a dark spot that didn't fit into the brightly lit landscape. Curious, I walked torwards it and stood looking down. There wasn't any light there, and when I stuck my hand into the hole, it felt as though I was going to be swallowed up. I tugged my hand out and ran back torwards the light, but....
"JANG HYUNSEUNG! MOVE YOUR LAZY ASS OUT OF YOUR BED AND EAT SOME FREAKIN' BREAKFAST!"
I groaned as I turned over in my bed. "Five more minutes..." i muttered, pulling the blanket over me. I heard the door to my bedroom bang open and my cover was pulled roughly off and the curtains peeled apart, allowing light to stream into my room, directly at my face. I forced my eyes open and saw Doojoon hyung scowling at me. He's too serious. I though before sitting slowly up.
"Finally." Doojoon mumbled. When i didn't move from me sitting position, Doojoon sighed and grabbed one of my arms and yanked me out of bed so I was laying on the floor. "Come get food when you're ready." he said before turning away.
I was in a rather uncomfortable position on the floor and so i had no choice but to get up. Glancing at my alarm clock woke me up immedietly. "WOAH!!!" I screamed, going into light speed mode as I threw off my wrinkled sleep clothes and literally jumped into my school uniform. As I ran past the kitchen, I screeched to a stop so i could grab a piece of toast. "Why didn't you warn me?!" I accused Doojoon, sitting there calmly buttering his bread.
"I did." he replied nonchalantly. "You just didn't respond. Now shoo, you don't want to be late on your first day, do you?"
"Argh!" I growled. Doojoon hyung was in college, so he could afford to waste some time. Promising myself to get back at him later, I speed out the door. i had bigger problems at the moment.
~Junhyung's P.O.V.~
It was a bright sunny day, with sunlight everywhere, birds chirping, people laughing, but I didn't see any of it. I refused to. After walking into my classroom, all the students already there stopped their chitchat to stare at me. I ignored their accusing stares and confused looks. Taking the seat farthest back and in the darkest corner, I dropped my bag onto the ground next to me and buried my head in my arms. I knew i shouldn't even be in class, but i couldn't help it. I loved learning, and I hated myself for it.
Just then the teacher walked in. "Class, we'll be having a new student this year." Looking outside the room, she added. "You can come in and introduce yourself."
I heard the door slide open.
~Hyunseung's P.O.V.~
*Gulp.* I'm so nervous. What if no one likes me? What if I have a mean teacher? What if I get bullied? What if- My thoughts were cut off when I heard the teacher call out, "You can come in and introduce youself."
I took a deep breath an slide the door open, stepping into the classroom. Taking a quick glance around the entire room, I was relieved. My classmates all looked pretty nice. Bowing ninety degrees, I straightened and introduced myself quickly. "Hello, me name is Jang Hyuneung, please take care of me."
There. The hardest part was over. The teacher smiled at me. She seemed pretty nice. "OK, to meet you Hyunseung-sshi. You can take a seat next to..." she paused, scanning the room for an empty seat. Suddenly, a bright idea popped into her head. "Take a seat next to Junhyung-sshi over there."
This statement caused an outburst of shocked whispers from the students. Noticing this, my fears immedietly re-emmerged. Who was Junhyung? Was he scary? Not seeing anyone raise their hand to notify me of where to sit, I stood in the front of the classroom awkwardly until the teacher banged her podium for order. "That's enough, students. Hyunseung-sshi, your seat is over there."
Pointing to a desk in the far back, I saw a boy with his head buried in his arms. He didn't even look up as I walked over and took a seat next to him. Faintly discouraged, I turned my body so I was facing him and smiled. "Hello, it's nice to meet you Junhyung-sshi. I hope we get along."
There as no response from him. Frowning slightly, i turned back to pay attention to the lecture the teacher was giving. Halfway through, i peeked at my seat mate and saw he was still in that state. Seeming to not care about what was going around him. I frowned once more. This boy was definetly strange.
~Junhyung's P.O.V.~
What was the teacher thinking, giving me a seat mate? She should know by now, i don't want someone there. It was getting hard to breathe with my head in my arms and I looked up and saw my neighbor for the first time. He was... stunning. That's the only was to say it. his eyes were so large they looked like deer eyes, and his hair was neatly trimmed and hung around his ears, a dark black color. As if sensing my glance, he too looked over. feeling my ears turn red, I quickly resumed my original position. After a while, i felt his stare retreat. Mentally sighing in relief, I felt my mind begin to scold me.
Yong Junhyung, how dare you think about him that way? it furiously berated me. You know this stuff already. You don't deserve friendship. You don't deserve people to be around you. You shouldn't even be here. I listened, just taking in the words I knew were a product from my own heart. And I agreed with them. But, i was scared. And so, I hated myself.
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~Junhyung's P.O.V.~
Darkness. I look around me and there's only darkness. I stretch my hand out trying to grasp something, something that will save me. I can't feel anything. I can't see. I can't hear. I can't even smell. I don't even know if I'm standing or sitting. It's just... darkness.
~Hyunseung's P.O.V.~
"Yah! Jang Hyunseung! You're gonna be late for school!"
I was dreaming about a pretty garden filled with flowers, but the strangest thing was, as I was looking around me in amazement, I had noticed a dark spot that didn't fit into the brightly lit landscape. Curious, I walked torwards it and stood looking down. There wasn't any light there, and when I stuck my hand into the hole, it felt as though I was going to be swallowed up. I tugged my hand out and ran back torwards the light, but....
"JANG HYUNSEUNG! MOVE YOUR LAZY ASS OUT OF YOUR BED AND EAT SOME FREAKIN' BREAKFAST!"
I groaned as I turned over in my bed. "Five more minutes..." i muttered, pulling the blanket over me. I heard the door to my bedroom bang open and my cover was pulled roughly off and the curtains peeled apart, allowing light to stream into my room, directly at my face. I forced my eyes open and saw Doojoon hyung scowling at me. He's too serious. I though before sitting slowly up.
"Finally." Doojoon mumbled. When i didn't move from me sitting position, Doojoon sighed and grabbed one of my arms and yanked me out of bed so I was laying on the floor. "Come get food when you're ready." he said before turning away.
I was in a rather uncomfortable position on the floor and so i had no choice but to get up. Glancing at my alarm clock woke me up immedietly. "WOAH!!!" I screamed, going into light speed mode as I threw off my wrinkled sleep clothes and literally jumped into my school uniform. As I ran past the kitchen, I screeched to a stop so i could grab a piece of toast. "Why didn't you warn me?!" I accused Doojoon, sitting there calmly buttering his bread.
"I did." he replied nonchalantly. "You just didn't respond. Now shoo, you don't want to be late on your first day, do you?"
"Argh!" I growled. Doojoon hyung was in college, so he could afford to waste some time. Promising myself to get back at him later, I speed out the door. i had bigger problems at the moment.
~Junhyung's P.O.V.~
It was a bright sunny day, with sunlight everywhere, birds chirping, people laughing, but I didn't see any of it. I refused to. After walking into my classroom, all the students already there stopped their chitchat to stare at me. I ignored their accusing stares and confused looks. Taking the seat farthest back and in the darkest corner, I dropped my bag onto the ground next to me and buried my head in my arms. I knew i shouldn't even be in class, but i couldn't help it. I loved learning, and I hated myself for it.
Just then the teacher walked in. "Class, we'll be having a new student this year." Looking outside the room, she added. "You can come in and introduce yourself."
I heard the door slide open.
~Hyunseung's P.O.V.~
*Gulp.* I'm so nervous. What if no one likes me? What if I have a mean teacher? What if I get bullied? What if- My thoughts were cut off when I heard the teacher call out, "You can come in and introduce youself."
I took a deep breath an slide the door open, stepping into the classroom. Taking a quick glance around the entire room, I was relieved. My classmates all looked pretty nice. Bowing ninety degrees, I straightened and introduced myself quickly. "Hello, me name is Jang Hyuneung, please take care of me."
There. The hardest part was over. The teacher smiled at me. She seemed pretty nice. "OK, to meet you Hyunseung-sshi. You can take a seat next to..." she paused, scanning the room for an empty seat. Suddenly, a bright idea popped into her head. "Take a seat next to Junhyung-sshi over there."
This statement caused an outburst of shocked whispers from the students. Noticing this, my fears immedietly re-emmerged. Who was Junhyung? Was he scary? Not seeing anyone raise their hand to notify me of where to sit, I stood in the front of the classroom awkwardly until the teacher banged her podium for order. "That's enough, students. Hyunseung-sshi, your seat is over there."
Pointing to a desk in the far back, I saw a boy with his head buried in his arms. He didn't even look up as I walked over and took a seat next to him. Faintly discouraged, I turned my body so I was facing him and smiled. "Hello, it's nice to meet you Junhyung-sshi. I hope we get along."
There as no response from him. Frowning slightly, i turned back to pay attention to the lecture the teacher was giving. Halfway through, i peeked at my seat mate and saw he was still in that state. Seeming to not care about what was going around him. I frowned once more. This boy was definetly strange.
~Junhyung's P.O.V.~
What was the teacher thinking, giving me a seat mate? She should know by now, i don't want someone there. It was getting hard to breathe with my head in my arms and I looked up and saw my neighbor for the first time. He was... stunning. That's the only was to say it. his eyes were so large they looked like deer eyes, and his hair was neatly trimmed and hung around his ears, a dark black color. As if sensing my glance, he too looked over. feeling my ears turn red, I quickly resumed my original position. After a while, i felt his stare retreat. Mentally sighing in relief, I felt my mind begin to scold me.
Yong Junhyung, how dare you think about him that way? it furiously berated me. You know this stuff already. You don't deserve friendship. You don't deserve people to be around you. You shouldn't even be here. I listened, just taking in the words I knew were a product from my own heart. And I agreed with them. But, i was scared. And so, I hated myself.