Maybe I'm just over tired...
or maybe it's the hormones... :-P I hate being a girl!
Anyway I'm feeling a little emotional so I probably shouldn't be writing in this and I can totally see myself going off on tangents that I can't because I'll probably make people upset, I manage to do that a lot lately no matter what I do.
Haha Ferris Bueller's Day off is on TV...this may honestly make me in a better mood, "anyone, anyone?" haha.
I am really enjoying work, it's challenging but fun. A lot of preparing and anticipation. I cannot wait for the students to come back. Training will be awesome. I am so excited to have a big staff again, 11 RAs and one head RA.
I have been living it up on the weekends too...maybe a little too much ;-) but oh well. Definite good times with awesome people. Meeting new people has been pretty cool too, always good to add a few more names to the list of friends and aquaintences.
This weekend has promise too, with Sig-O's 40th and then my cousins grad party, and I think I may have other plans as well but I don't know, we'll see.
Sometimes I wish life was simpler. I mean it just seems like bad feelings can be so confusing, and so can good ones. But I guess I just wish I could just say what I feel, but not only do I hold back, but when I don't hold back I don't know how to say what I'm thinking or feeling. I don't ever want to hurt anyone, and I don't wanna hurt. I just want things to be good. For everyone.
I went back and read that last paragraph and I want to add something onto it...I don't like the fact that sometimes when I finally do say how I feel or manage to communicate my feelings people can hold it against me. It sucks that people can judge you or be upset with you based on how you feel. I'm not even talking about the person that it effects, cuz I understand completely that that is hard to deal with. But I hate knowing other people are judging me or have judged me based on something that I can't necessarily help.
Oooooh so I am starting to get my apt all set up! Yay! I love it and it's gonna be great. It already is great and now with decorating starting to happen its feeling more homey. Which is good since it's gotta be my sanctuary.
Anyway...enough rambling.
UM I probably owe shoutouts...
I think I owe one to Sarah - gotta give you your props for getting your toungue pierced...if you need any tips let me know haha O:-)
Dana - You know I love you. Thank goodness for you sometimes WE WILL HANG OUT! Geez take some vacation and come see me ;-)
Shellsa Bellsa - Your such a great little sister, I love you hunny! Be good and stay focused, your gonna do great things as you get older!
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Anyway I'm feeling a little emotional so I probably shouldn't be writing in this and I can totally see myself going off on tangents that I can't because I'll probably make people upset, I manage to do that a lot lately no matter what I do.
Haha Ferris Bueller's Day off is on TV...this may honestly make me in a better mood, "anyone, anyone?" haha.
I am really enjoying work, it's challenging but fun. A lot of preparing and anticipation. I cannot wait for the students to come back. Training will be awesome. I am so excited to have a big staff again, 11 RAs and one head RA.
I have been living it up on the weekends too...maybe a little too much ;-) but oh well. Definite good times with awesome people. Meeting new people has been pretty cool too, always good to add a few more names to the list of friends and aquaintences.
This weekend has promise too, with Sig-O's 40th and then my cousins grad party, and I think I may have other plans as well but I don't know, we'll see.
Sometimes I wish life was simpler. I mean it just seems like bad feelings can be so confusing, and so can good ones. But I guess I just wish I could just say what I feel, but not only do I hold back, but when I don't hold back I don't know how to say what I'm thinking or feeling. I don't ever want to hurt anyone, and I don't wanna hurt. I just want things to be good. For everyone.
I went back and read that last paragraph and I want to add something onto it...I don't like the fact that sometimes when I finally do say how I feel or manage to communicate my feelings people can hold it against me. It sucks that people can judge you or be upset with you based on how you feel. I'm not even talking about the person that it effects, cuz I understand completely that that is hard to deal with. But I hate knowing other people are judging me or have judged me based on something that I can't necessarily help.
Oooooh so I am starting to get my apt all set up! Yay! I love it and it's gonna be great. It already is great and now with decorating starting to happen its feeling more homey. Which is good since it's gotta be my sanctuary.
Anyway...enough rambling.
UM I probably owe shoutouts...
I think I owe one to Sarah - gotta give you your props for getting your toungue pierced...if you need any tips let me know haha O:-)
Dana - You know I love you. Thank goodness for you sometimes WE WILL HANG OUT! Geez take some vacation and come see me ;-)
Shellsa Bellsa - Your such a great little sister, I love you hunny! Be good and stay focused, your gonna do great things as you get older!
Leave a comment, get a shout out!