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Hey it's me again !
i went to go and see my mum today and we sorted things out,
however i decided not to give her the poem,
i knew that she'd be hurt by it,
so i decided to tell her why i've been so depressed lately...
my absolute best friend in the whole world committed suicide on new years eve.
I'm still not used to it but hey oh well, i can't change it,
and i know that she'd want me to live for her,
so i am,
but only just....
surviving in this world is so hard to do....
shit happens everyday,
you kinda just have to deal with it and smile,
even when you really don't want to.
well i'm going now bye bye
luv you all...
luv from cassie.