what happened?
I came out of the post office and it was sunny and 30 seconds later it was pouring. So im like waiting in my car waiting for it to go away, but I just ran with my folder (well walked fast, i do not run!) Then all better in 10 mins..typical! psh.h.h.h di.licious.
At the chiro, it was great. I told him I wanted in at Estee Lauder after college and he told me his wife works there and her best friend is in charge of hiring! He said he's going to set up a meeting with me and her! Ahhh I'm nervous and excited..weee!
Last night was fun! Killer met pibbs (mike..) and I was so proud of Killer! He wasn't really shy and I'm so happy that he's now comfortable meeting new people :). We went around here and there, twas fun except I DEF had a shit mouth..wow blah blah blahhhh. :)
The docs yesterday was good..for once I didnt feel like burst out crying. I knew I was much better, but when he said "Trust me, I know what it feels like..getting MS is hard." That made me kinda mad, I mean YOU dont know what it feels like at all. Dont pretend like you know. I just hate when people say they understand..it just kind of eats me up inside. Ah well, I just always think it could be worse. And plus, he did say Im in remission now so I should start getting better.
Everything else is better..Im slowing losing the pounds mr.thyroid gave me and my puffs are SLOWLYYYYYYYYYYYYYy goin bye. Neck and back are delicious. I def feel like I've had a bell curve of the last 3 months. It went up steadliy, hit a point then went down steadily. I think I'm at a stand still point now, but I'm still in question mark land with thyroid bc I need my nodule checked :/...and prob meds for it. And since I stopped takin evil iodine vitamins, my undereyes are mucho dark bc Im lacking in something or other. Gonna try to get some good non iodine chewables 2day. I think in a month I'll be really great..hoping never hurts. I guess since my diet is fairly limited now..I miss those lovely other vitamins. I mean yogurt, pudding and jello dont really have any vitamins lol.
When I told mom bout the chiro she was like wow something good happening to you for once. YES finally. Seriously, if I didn't have dancing I don't know how I wouldn't be in a serious depression now. It just lifts me up and makes me realize I'm really ok..even if I feel defeated sometimes. As long as I can smile..I'll be good. I mean even if it's bad, it's not that bad. Besides, emotionally I'm smiling inside, but physically needs work..has a :[..no smiles till May 12th. least its lovely out :D
At the chiro, it was great. I told him I wanted in at Estee Lauder after college and he told me his wife works there and her best friend is in charge of hiring! He said he's going to set up a meeting with me and her! Ahhh I'm nervous and excited..weee!
Last night was fun! Killer met pibbs (mike..) and I was so proud of Killer! He wasn't really shy and I'm so happy that he's now comfortable meeting new people :). We went around here and there, twas fun except I DEF had a shit mouth..wow blah blah blahhhh. :)
The docs yesterday was good..for once I didnt feel like burst out crying. I knew I was much better, but when he said "Trust me, I know what it feels like..getting MS is hard." That made me kinda mad, I mean YOU dont know what it feels like at all. Dont pretend like you know. I just hate when people say they understand..it just kind of eats me up inside. Ah well, I just always think it could be worse. And plus, he did say Im in remission now so I should start getting better.
Everything else is better..Im slowing losing the pounds mr.thyroid gave me and my puffs are SLOWLYYYYYYYYYYYYYy goin bye. Neck and back are delicious. I def feel like I've had a bell curve of the last 3 months. It went up steadliy, hit a point then went down steadily. I think I'm at a stand still point now, but I'm still in question mark land with thyroid bc I need my nodule checked :/...and prob meds for it. And since I stopped takin evil iodine vitamins, my undereyes are mucho dark bc Im lacking in something or other. Gonna try to get some good non iodine chewables 2day. I think in a month I'll be really great..hoping never hurts. I guess since my diet is fairly limited now..I miss those lovely other vitamins. I mean yogurt, pudding and jello dont really have any vitamins lol.
When I told mom bout the chiro she was like wow something good happening to you for once. YES finally. Seriously, if I didn't have dancing I don't know how I wouldn't be in a serious depression now. It just lifts me up and makes me realize I'm really ok..even if I feel defeated sometimes. As long as I can smile..I'll be good. I mean even if it's bad, it's not that bad. Besides, emotionally I'm smiling inside, but physically needs work..has a :[..no smiles till May 12th. least its lovely out :D