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i have a peak period in the day when i am sick.
amidst the flu symptoms, i get to experience a few moments of normalness when i step out of the shower: the ability to breathe out of my nose, move my body without feeling like my head is exploding, hear myself speak, and swallow as if my throat isn't swollen.
that has been the peak of my day everyday this week.
but then... 10 minute later, i feel like an astronaut again. i hear my own voice which sounds like its being carried via walkie-talkie and my head feels i'm wearing one of those NASA mask thingies.
i've missed a LOT of classes this month because of interviewing.
surprisingly, im not as behind as i thought i would be.
im not in any rush to catch up either.
im just too too tired.
its really hard to focus on the present when the future is arriving so quickly.
the official offers are rolling in.
what's a girl to do for the next 6 years of her life?
B said that i've oficially reached the hard part of the process: decision-making.
i have until April 15th to pick the school.
amidst the flu symptoms, i get to experience a few moments of normalness when i step out of the shower: the ability to breathe out of my nose, move my body without feeling like my head is exploding, hear myself speak, and swallow as if my throat isn't swollen.
that has been the peak of my day everyday this week.
but then... 10 minute later, i feel like an astronaut again. i hear my own voice which sounds like its being carried via walkie-talkie and my head feels i'm wearing one of those NASA mask thingies.
i've missed a LOT of classes this month because of interviewing.
surprisingly, im not as behind as i thought i would be.
im not in any rush to catch up either.
im just too too tired.
its really hard to focus on the present when the future is arriving so quickly.
the official offers are rolling in.
what's a girl to do for the next 6 years of her life?
B said that i've oficially reached the hard part of the process: decision-making.
i have until April 15th to pick the school.