This pain hurts more than any pain

Jan 27, 2005 15:18

He hurt me more than I can put into words. He just fell right out of love with me. I'll talk to anyone who will listen to me because I’m trying to overcompensate for what he won't say. I know he says that he needs his space, but I had no idea that he didn't ever intend on coming back to me. He's found someone better who he has a "special connection ( Read more... )

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Re: ? anonymous February 15 2005, 14:28:16 UTC
Hello Christie, I've heard so much about you! You seem quite charming, except I happen to have some qualms regarding your series of comments posted on Rachel's livejournal site the week of the big event. Where shall we begin? There is so much to say!
To start off, keeping in mind your relationship to both Rachel and Travis, You must ask yourself, is it wise to even attempt to contact Rachel? For most people posessing feelings, the answer would be no. Surely you understand that you ARE the bad guy, no matter how nice of a person you may be.
Next, consider the level of hostility you took when replying to Rachel's simple request to stay out of her business. Do you feel it is a decent thing to attack someone so viciously who is already under substantial emotional duress caused by an event that may or may not be your fault? I think that is what we would call "kicking one while they are down." Mature. Very mature It does not bode well with me.
Moving right along, let' talk about your statement" I tried to be nice to you...but then i remember you are unable to comprehend rational thought...you are devoid of structural or compensatory integrity."hmmm, did somebody get a thesaurous for christmas this year? This baffles me, and not due to a lack of education. The phrase "but then I remember simply does not apply in your situation, since it implies knowledge of ones habits, and you have only met Rachel briefly, not long enough to form any such notion of her thinking skills. Also, I don't believe that structural and compensatory integrity pertains to these circumstances, nor am I sure it exists.
The phrase, "you are a simple 16 year old," also hits a nerve with me, since again, you do not know rachel and have no right to be so condescending when it seems you have trouble controlling your own emotions.
"Forget any nice thing I tried to say to you," is particularly irksome. It sounds like crawling around in the dirt and calling it witty. Way to strike below the belt.
Lastly, I'd like to address the ideas you expressed towards the end of your comment. Do you suppose it's possible that that entry was really not for you? Maybe some people have feelings unconcerned with how you will be affected. Something to think about?
Well, I think that just about sums it up. Congratulations to you! You've made several people who don't even know you dislike you, and hurt some people too! I know you were thinking you were the bigger person, and I hate to inform you of it, but in this case you have proven yourself wrong. Maybe next time try to have a little more respect for people's feelings. I have no doubt in my mind that you are a nice person, but in the future, do not mess with my friends. Good luck in life! ~Lindsay

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Re: ? stupidoclock February 20 2005, 05:09:34 UTC
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...no sweetie...actually some people just naturally know big words like that...we don't need thesaurases to speak like that...and yes, I think you are brilliant....both of you....no, really....this is me laughing......no, really....I give up...this comedy of yours is seemless......

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Re: ? anonymous March 2 2005, 13:12:35 UTC
It is ridiculous for this to go any farther, so I am stopping it now. Do not reply to this...none of us have the last word so lets just leave it alone...and don't use words unless you know their meaning. Love~Lindsay

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Re: ? stupidoclock March 3 2005, 23:09:05 UTC
Trav said you sent him a nice reply....I am missing that on here....oh it must have been a personal reply.....i dunno......hmmmm

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The End rankin_nads February 20 2005, 05:17:03 UTC
First off, I think it's really sad that you are mistaking Kristy's attempt in trying to put forth the effort of knowing Rachel as an attack.
Secondly, Instead, you immaturely buy into Rachel's emotional manipulation OR just being too naive to see things as they are in a defensive fashion.
Thirdly, This was posted January 27th, why waste our time kicking a dead horse? This subject has run its course, it's time to move on like I have. Veronica is the most level headed and understanding of you.
I'd like to justify the fact that this message I leave is in no way bias or influenced by Kristy's emotions. I'm seeing things as they are and I fear that you will fail to believe that. I must admit however I am a little annoyed about how long this has gone on for. You crazy kids, creating more problems for yourself than there are. When I was your age, domestic issues were arise, my Dad was drunk and beat me, my parents were splitting up and I was about to move... I faced real emotional issues. It makes me laugh to see two kids get real bent out of shape about a girl leaving a comment on a stupid livejournal entry. Is it really that bad? Life goes on, leave it be.
Lindsay, I say to you, good luck in life!

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Re: The End anonymous March 2 2005, 13:28:07 UTC
Listen Travis, I'm sorry I got involved in this whole thing, and i agree it needs to end, but when someone hurts my friend its my job to feel defensive. Nobodys emotions should be taken lightly. I'm sorry you had to deal with all that stuff when you were younger. Noone should have to go through that shit, but that doesn't make anything less real now. You have to remember that nothing makes you less human...not even age. Thank you for making Rachel happy for the time that you did. You made all of our lives more interesting.With Peace~Lindsay

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Re: The End rankin_nads March 2 2005, 15:44:41 UTC
All right, understood and thank you. I miss you.

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